Just a little stream of consciousness thread.
I've got a "date" tonight and I find myself really enjoying the anticipation of it. It's a woman I've seen before so there is no worry about being disappointed. Instead it's just thoughts of excitement about what might happen. Replaying in my mind some of what happened before and hoping to repeat those. Curious as to what new might happen.
Looking forward to the transition. To one moment being alone and dreaming, and then the next moment being next to a beautiful woman. Being able to put my arm around her shoulder, slide it down her back, and then lower to caress her ass.
This is in some odd ways the most perfect time of all of this. There is nothing wrong, there is no regretting that I didn't ask for this, or that I tried to do that. Right now it's a perfect experience that is about to happen. I really love this little window of time.
I know it's going to be a good experience. But I also know that I'm a little socially awkward. Although oddly very comfortable when that socializing becomes physical. So that time that we talk is going to feel weird for me. But right now I can imagine myself being suave and cool.
But yeah, I just wanted to share my joy. I'm really excited and happy right now thinking about what might happen. And that's kinda rare in life I think. Isn't often that you know exactly when something really good is going to happen. It's a nice time, wish I could live in this moment all the time.