help me get this feeling out

I have been seeing my ATF massage lady for 5+ years now and we have a pretty close relationship. It took me years and years of seeing her (and lots of begging) to finally get her to do BBBJ on me.

Because of that, I felt that I have been the only one that she does this to and she's also adamant that she doesnt do it to anyone else.

Now recently, I have secretly found out from her coworkers that she performs BBBJ all the time to her clients.

Now, I'm getting many extreme feelings that I cant get out of my head.

#1 is the lying that she's done to me.
#2 is the jealousy feeling I get that many other men are getting the same special treatment that I thought only I was getting.
#3 is the safety/cleaniness factor. Does it all have to end now that I found out about her doing others?

I know she's just a person who constantly gets naked for others and do HJ+ for a living and I shouldn't let it get to me.

but its bothering me. anyone else go through the same or have ideas to resolve this?

They're escorts bro. They're only seeing your for the $$$ no matter what they tell you.

Get over it and see another provider.

Foook

It's hard to find a good masseuse so if you've been seeing her for years she's doing something right.(besides the HE)
Although her service level hasn't changed the thought that you had to endlessly beg her for something that she apparently does for everyone else without even thinking twice has your mind all messed up.
If cleanliness was an issue it would have come up before. Let it go or you won't enjoy seeing her anymore.
There will always be those that claim "I only do this for you so keep it to yourself" so don't ever take that stuff seriously.
Then again it could all be workplace drama/bs/jealousy & whoever is whispering in your ear is just trying to interrupt her cash flow.

Your experience with her should be just that.... your experience with her.... no more no less. Judge her solely based on that. Other people “saying” she does this or that doesn’t mean shit. You got what you wanted. End of story.

If you witnessed her doing things she said she doesn’t do or someone you trust beyond the shadow of a doubt tells you so then maybe give it some thought and decide what you want to do. But if you can’t shake the feeling and it affects your experience bcd then move on. If you can get over it then keep seeing her.

I LOLed. Thank you.

I have been seeing my ATF massage lady for 5+ years now and we have a pretty close relationship. It took me years and years of seeing her (and lots of begging) to finally get her to do BBBJ on me.

Because of that, I felt that I have been the only one that she does this to and she's also adamant that she doesnt do it to anyone else.

Now recently, I have secretly found out from her coworkers that she performs BBBJ all the time to her clients.

Now, I'm getting many extreme feelings that I cant get out of my head.

#1 is the lying that she's done to me.
#2 is the jealousy feeling I get that many other men are getting the same special treatment that I thought only I was getting.
#3 is the safety/cleaniness factor. Does it all have to end now that I found out about her doing others?

I know she's just a person who constantly gets naked for others and do HJ+ for a living and I shouldn't let it get to me.

but its bothering me. anyone else go through the same or have ideas to resolve this? Originally Posted by weezyfbaby

Grow the fuck up!

Marry here and let her continue to work. That way you're guaranteed she will never again suck a dick or fuck another guy (covered or raw)....guaranteed.

Seriously? Jealous of a sex-worker seeing someone one else. What planet are you from? Take tbone's advice and let us know how that works out for you. (no need, we all know how it will end) This has to be a joke.

Seriously? Jealous of a sex-worker seeing someone one else. What planet are you from? Take tbone's advice and let us know how that works out for you. (no need, we all know how it will end) This has to be a joke. Originally Posted by bon69

Pretty much. How're you going to get on an escort site and talk about jealousy? She's not your girlfriend or your wife. She's the handjob chick. Get over it.

LMAO

Dammit

What she does with someone else isn't your business, this is her business tho. So you either retire her, find a new girl (you're to involved) or suck it up and never mention this again

Suggest a Doubles upgrade offer,
Where you could be a cuckold,
You would squirm and she would prosper,
While client balls are getting suckled.

What she does with someone else isn't your business, this is her business tho. So you either retire her, find a new girl (you're to involved) or suck it up and never mention this again Originally Posted by Princess Kimber

This!