Strong Desire and consumed thoughts

So i find my self watching FEMDOM BBC Cuckold strap on sissy Husbands getting plowed by Dildos and then dressed in lingerie and panties and aggressivly fucked by Monster dom black gay cocks .

i always watch porn with the sound off and i thought i really REALLY REALLY Was going to take the plunge and try switching teams and I was going to go as far as getting on RENT MEN and hire a couple BBC,S

https://rent.men/LoganLongXL
for one and the other maybe

https://rent.men/itsdevonstarr

I meen i need to feel degraded to the max and what better way then to become a BBC cock taking fag bottom boi right ?

Well one day i watched the porn with the sound on and ---------No fucking way those bottoms are such fags with there little moans and sissy bitch voices and etc etc cured me in my spot !

The audio of loser fags getting there ass plowed what a fucking 100% Bummer .

Now i have to find some 100% straight fetish to try to act out on any suggestions ?

Are should i still get my ass fucked and just wear ear plugs ?

LMAO You DECIDE