have you noticed

in the evenings I crave cuddling ya know curling up on on the sofa...... but 4 am moring wood is strong and all I want to do is fuck..... why cant I find a happy mediium......?

Given all that's happened this week, if I booked an appointment, she would either have to work too hard to make it happen for me, or I would not be able to do her justice. Probably both. I seriously need some cuddle time, so I'm thinking of taking tomorrow off and just hiding out in a motel room somewhere. Just me, a big bed, some pillows, and my blow-up doll (she never says no ).