I just got off the phone w/ a fella who decided against seeing me because I let him in on why I'm slowing down. I've been keeping it under wraps, but the truth of the matter is... I'm six months pregnant. It was my decision not to exploit this information but as the painfully honest person that I am, I advise callers to allow them to make an "informed" decision. It's just not everyone's cup of tea - mine included - however, I find that the rejections "kill" me thus the reason for this post.
I prefer to keep my difficulties under the radar, but truth is I'm running out of food & my Sprint account is about to be cut, so you'll only be able to reach me via PM/email till I come up w/ some $$$. Public assistance is out there, but I'm a prideful, independent wench *whose car died last Feb* so I have eschewed this option but... I've finally accepted that it's a necessity now. *blehhh... this sux*
I am not asking for your pity - merely sympathy/empathy - as I would give to someone in the same position. Nobody wants to admit they've come upon hard times (especially us Aries types!) but I have a longtime reputation as a person who helps others time & again often to my own detriment. You can't help if you don't know what's up, right? So, if you're like me and won't suffer a hardship, sure... offer some help. I know BrittneyLove has been fearing eviction just as I was before Thanksgiving. If I receive more than I need, I'll pass it on. That's what it's about. Helping each other.
At the end of this month, I will be relocating so I'm going to be packing up the lair and my residence, preparing my son to move in w/ Dad which entails possibly changing schools, securing storage for the things I don't want to get rid of but won't have room for, and finding homes for some of my beloved kitties.
It's a stressful time & I doubt I'll be putting up a Xmas tree, but I will hang my wreath! lol I refuse to let adversity overcome! grrrrr Please invite me out for some hot apple cider, Christmas Caroling, or something festive before I go. I'm already missing people as it's amazing how a lifestyle change alienates you from your so-called friends. I suppose that's one way to sift the wheat from the chaff, though, and when I'm 3.5 hrs away, I'll really know who cares.
So, the main point here is I'm pregnant so if that's not your thing, now you know not to call unless you want to wish me well.
**NO! I'm NOT lactating nor do I share that fetish. I do have very heavy, full breasts crowned by long, suckable nipples which feels soooo good when they're being itchy! Just wanted to get that out of the way.
Although I looooove Greek, it's not something I want to do at this time when it's imperative that the risk of bacterial infections be reduced. Oh my... when I'm done recovering, there's gonna be some fellas TORN UP FROM THE FLOOR UP! *ROWR*
Yes, it's true. My pussy is tighter, hotter, and sweeter than ever before, but it's not something I'm going to share w/ everyone as I don't like the thought of my baby getting banged around like that. When I was married & it was just the daddy, it was different. I'm not comfortable currently having intercourse w/ just anyone. That's why I'm not taking new clients & you may have to suffer some "ymwv" as per my weekly ad posting. I just don't know till I'm in the situation whether or not it's "right", but I know it heightens the risks. That's something I wish to minimize for obvious reasons.
Remember, I'm 43 yrs old although I look much younger *whew* so that alone increases my risk factors. I am trying to be responsible yet until I have more resources, I have to do what I can to maintain.
Thanks for reading & I REALLY don't want anyone bashing me for anything, OK? One reason I'm leaving Austin is that it's becoming claustrophobic and too many feelings of disillusionment, betrayal and negativity have soured me. It's time for a fresh start somewhere else - at least until I get through this section of road.
XOXOXO
Kitty Kat
Congratulations! Whose the lucky guy? NEvermind. Im sure Maury can help you wiht that one. THen again with business as slow as its got to be it might be a little easier to narrow down. 
