I am not quite sure where to start because there is so much I want to talk about.
First I guess it is all this talk about the recent events that have gone on in my life involving "AAG" lol sorry it IS funny to me though because he IS my ex-husband! I had no idea until recently and I will be the FIRST to say that I am not one to have drama in my life AT ALL! but just so happened that I had a rough patch in my life that is now all passed me. None of these stories (which I have heard soooo many) are true. I need to say, if it was not messing with my lively hood it would honestly be amusing to me because all of it is sooo far fetched I can not even believe that anyone would believe that they are true. I wish that if any of you have any questions you would just ask me I do not mind explaining, without gory details of course (not needed), what really went on...it was simply a SEPARATION a DIVORCE! Well I guess not simply because if you do your research...you will see that the day this supposed event took place...I hate to admit it was a domestic assault. Yes that is the truth and he now has a protective and will never be anywhere near me.
I HATE publicly posting my personal issues (it all seems like DRAMA) but I need to clear the air...sorry if anyone feels as though it's all too much.
And the other thing is all this talk that I am flaky. I am sorry if I seem that but there are reasons that I do not always take appointments from everyone. I will first say that I am not a rude person in any sense of the matter, in fact I try to be very conscious of any other persons feelings. But there are things that me taking appointments is contingent on. My rates...are nonnegotiable. And I feel as though the gentlemen can be "picky" in who they see well sometimes we are too. I am sorry but cleanliness is a big deal in my decision to take appointments as well. These are common knowledge things in the hobby.
I LOVE what I do and I take pride in it and I love all the friends I have made. I really do not want to come off rude in what I have said it is just that I am hurt and upset right now and really feel like it's all silly because it is not true but in the same hand I understand that everyone has to be safe and discreet. I just really had to get some things off my chest and out there so hopefully this will put some of your minds to rest. And better for me to speak out like an adult then just hide in the shadows.
I am not normally this outspoken but I felt it necessary.
Thank you for listening.