The most pressing one being "the one"..... The "Moby Dick" of P4P searches came across my table a little over a month ago....
Yes.... I found a Model Quality Alabaster Skinned 20yo Red Head...5'10" 135lbs.......
I was so busy with other girls at the club she worked at that I almost did not take time for her... Fact was... One of the gals had become quite the little "fuck buddy" and she absolutely hated the redhead.... insanely jealous and I wasn't sure I wanted to ruin the milage I was getting from her.
After a few test drives I've decided to park this one in the garage..... I'm gonna keep her for as long as she wants to be "kept"...
Another reason has been the sheer volume of ladies I know and the "specials" the economy seems to be pulling out of them.....Even the clubs are cheap... 5 dances and a BJ for $100 yesterday and 3 dances and CFS for $100 today?....
I could say "my plate is full" and it would be an understatement.....
I've always posted while sitting bored at my desk.... I'm at the office a lot but often just waiting for someone else to finish something..... So I watch movies or post.....
Lately I've found "Gangland" to be more interesting then the boards....
Anyway.....
Every time I post..... people want to twist it to think I want to start some kind of fight.... yeah... I've done that a time or two....
But... maybe it's "the one".. maybe I just fought one time too many...... I don't seem to have any fight in me.....
Some seem to think that I was muzzled after the one week vacation..... nope... that was for something very specific.....
I just really can't get interested in much lately.........
I did a bunch of research and came up with some tremendously juicy and scandalous information on a couple of local ladies that would surely increase the hate level for me.....
and can't get around to posting it..... just don't have the energy to deal with the fallout.....
I guess what I'm saying...... Is that I think I've finally hit a wall.....
What do I need the board for? I develop more raw talent in a week than most guys see in a year..... I've networked with enough guys and have a speeddial list of horny guys waiting for the handouts.......
We did a party tonight.....
I just couldn't get into it.....
For a while.... my mind was on "the one"..... a few that know her asked about her but there was no way I'm bringing her around this bunch.... She is shared only with the most trusted of my circle of friends and soon might not be shared at all...
Then "she" caught my eye in the club tonight..... We haven't spent time together in a while.... but I found myself reminiscing in an almost Walter Middy fashion..... for 3 months she had captivated me last year..... I thought at one time she would be the new mistress...... while I saw her I wanted no others..... heck..... she was special.... what can I say....
When we both seemed to busy to keep seeing each others my buddies were glad to have me back in the clubs..........
She was close..... but she wasn't "the one".....
Maybe I've found "The Two" ! and have been so busy posting that I almost missed it......
So cross your fingers ladies.....
White Knight and Pussy Whipped Lap Dawgs,....
You might just get free reign of the place back.....
I'm going to take some time away to explore "The Two".
Anyway..... I'm rambling now.... I've been drinking...... got molested by a curly haired blonde...... got chastised by a lady that recognized my "just got fucked hair".... and I'm tired.... You try being in a room with 7 different ladies you USED to fuck frequently and giving them attention....
I'm sure you folks can entertain yourselves...... If not.... well you always have Yssup.....
Good Night......