AF I don't truly understand what you ladies must go through each time you meet a new client. I feel a small part when I meet with a new provider. I do not know how you manage to show up with a smile when you have the fear of what you may face. I do hope you screen carefully I have been lucky to meet some wonderful women in my brief time here.
Originally Posted by tucson
What these girls must be feeling when they show up to an appointment....I've thought about this very thing so many times...and frankly don't know how they do it.
I will never forget my first experience with a brand new provider (see my review of Liliana) brand new as in I was the very first one she saw.
Liliana had never been a provider and had never wanted to be.....she had recently moved to Houston for a new job...which promptly fell through.....she met a couple of girls that she became friends with (having NO idea they were part time providers) and one day was telling her friends how she was running out of money and faced with moving back home and how poor the job market seemed to be....
Her friends broached the subject of what they were doing for extra cash (providing) with Liliana...after her initial shock wore off they talked about it and her friends told her "its no big deal, just go have sex and walk out with $300 bucks" easy peazy!
So her friends put her photo in a provider ad here on eccie...I saw it and thought YUM! I want her and set a time at my hotel (a nice 4 star)
Liliana shows up right on time...dressed not so much like a provider but looking like she was all dressed up for a date....and so nervous you could feel it....I met her in the lobby and its good i did...I doubt she would have had the courage to actually make it up to the room...right off the bat she told me that she almost backed out a dozen times but her friends kept encouraging her to give it a try....
we sit down in the lobby talk a bit and she just comes right out and tells me that she's never done this before and never even considered it and that she's so nervous that her stomach feels funny...she's says she's been all afternoon imagining some ugly,fat pervert old man touching her and on top of her and that she actually cried a little while getting ready....She says I was not what she was imagining or expecting and I seem like a really nice and even handsome guy....
and came right out and asked me why I did this...since she was being so honest and open about what she was feeling... I told her the truth...been married twice...my second wife died (way too young)a few years back.. I travel a lot with my job and between that and helping take care of a couple of young grandsons...I just don't feel up for getting into a normal relationship...yet I love woman and love having sex...so here I am...
...Finally she gets comfortable enough to at least come up to the room....and if you're interested in that...read the review.
I will say that it is the single best hobby experience I've ever had....it was more like making love to a real girl friend than any thing else...I'd booked for an hour but it ended up being more like two and a half hours...neither of us even bothered to look at the time ...she didn't last long and I knew she wouldn't...just not cut out for it...
Three years later I still think about her....this beautiful young woman who was so open with her feelings and just wearing her heart on her sleeve....and when she cross's my mind I smile, wish her well and hope she's okay.....and that maybe she met some nice young man who loves her and treats her the way she deserves to be treated....
And I know this has NOTHING to do with this thread...sorry...guess I just needed to let that out..