So this is a vent. More just to get things off my shoulders. I went down to the dogwood area with a friend who flew in from out of town. His girl brought a girl friend and we all drank and we're having a good time. At one place the music was spot on with all the classics and and I had this amazing, beautiful girl standing in front of me the whole time and I stood there like a stiff board. I've never been much of a dancer. I just feel and look awkward. But I should have at least tried. At the end of the night she went home with her friend. I just got home and I ain't never felt this embarrassed or disgusted with myself.
I'm gotta learn some intro steps or something. Even if I have to pay for lessons. Sucks so bad to miss opportunities.
Blah. I have no one to blame but me.