Once the session ends, my high fades, the search for the next provider begins. I'm tired of this constant urge that some would call addiction. But how can something so natural even be classified as an addiction? I digress. I get great sex from my lover so sex is definitely not what I'm looking for. I should be enjoying the hobby but I always have it in the back of my mind that this woman I'm on top of probably loathes me more than I'll ever know. I've seen a few more than I've reviewed, one being quite reputable so they aren't the problem. I just want to either have fun at hobbying or let it go all together. One thing I can add is that I generally let the provider direct most of the session. Perhaps I can be more vocal about the things I like. Hell we can pillow fight for all I care as long as I'm in the presence of a beautiful woman I'm satisfied I dunno...just thinking out loud here.
Okbye