For some odd reason I just keep getting pulled back in to wanting to see someone to help fulfill a fantasy, provide a service I miss, or just escape. I’ve thought I’ve had my last encounter at least 10 times now but I always get pulled back in for one reason or another. I guess you never really leave the hobby eh? Anybody else in a similar boat? Just wish it were a bit easier to navigate as it was when I jumped in. Now a website can’t even stay up (insert viagra joke here) and other places are shadows of what once was… no worries … forge ahead and find a way lol.
I have been in this hobby for a few decades. During that time, I have had lots of experiences that are below average and a waste of time and money. But, I have also had wonderful experiences and after seeing particular providers over and over again and again. However, most the time, they always seem to disappear because they retire from the providing business or something else happens. So, I am always looking to expand my circle of ladies I see.
Yes, there have been many times where I have had thoughts of ending my hobby time, especially my time on the boards because of the shenanigans I have had to deal with from other members of the boards. Despite that, I've always had three or four go to ladies at any one time plus I'm not going to be some wimp and ask for disabling of my account whenever I do decide to leave the board so I can always post reviews of the ladies who request them, because as you said and no matter what, I don't think I'm going to ever leave the hobby itself.
I come and go, do the Sugar Baby thing for a bit, come back and try the normal hobby scene for a while. I will say, the current scene(past 5 years or so) has not been positive. Getting way to hard and feel like I'm always in the search for a diamond in the rough versus indecision of choosing numerous diamonds, prior to 5-10 years ago.
I’ve been hobbying for 35 years. I’ve seen a lot, but there’s always someone out there you want to see. I’ve tried to stop many times. My longest sobriety was a year. The way inflation is taking its toll on the hobby, I’m going to try to stop again. I’m old and just not that interested.
When you start seeing very obese women wanting $400, it’s time to quit. The old $300 is now $400 or $500.
I’m like smooth player in that I’m losing interest as I get older. I’m still checking out ads and looking for reviews of women in whom I have some interest in meeting, so I’m not done yet.
When I no longer even do that, I’ll disable my account or just stop checking in. I may not be too far from that next step.