Just an FYI😀
I am retiring from the hobby.
It has been a very interesting experience; I have learned a lot in the past few years. Thank you😘
I'm very blessed to have met some incredible gentlemen that have truly enriched my life forever.
The past year has been hell for me. I have had two 360 spinal fusions. I didn't know from day to day if I'd be able to walk. I have had to cancel on so many people; I feel terrible for being so unreliable!!!
Most of you have been extremely understanding and supportive.
A few of you have not been as nice...
Again, I'm very sorry for disappointing you.
I haven't worked since May.
I used my summer to contemplate my future and my goals.
I don't want to be in the hobby anymore.
Honestly, I have experienced the most pain from the man I have been married to for six years... I met him in the hobby and I fell madly in love with him. It has been the biggest mistake of my life.
He knew exactly who I was when he married me yet he spent six years reminding me of the fact that I am "nothing more than a whore". I could never live up to his expectations nor could I ever truly gain his respect. He tore me apart, fractured my spine, and used me up until I had nothing.
I lost count how many times he yelled at me calling me a whore and a cunt.
However, he had no problems with spending the money I made nor did he hesitate to continue hobbying.
He is a hypocrite and con man. I was blind and ignorant.
In hindsight, I believe he was my informal pimp.
We've now been separated since May. He left me completely destitute and crippled.
I will never understand how someone could do that.
WARNING FOR PROVIDERS:
Ladies, especially body rub gals, my soon to be ex husband is charming, cute, and funny. He easily admits that his MO is to get as much VIP service as he can for free. He is a smooth talker and gravitates towards spinners who are young and naive.He's the most manipulative person I've ever met. Protect yourself gals! I don't want anyone else to make the same mistakes as I have!😳😧
I'm finally starting to recover from the immense damage I allowed him to inflict on me.😻☺️
I have enjoyed being a provider. However, my experience with marrying a client has left a horrible taste in my mouth. He has become the only regret I have in the hobby.
My clients were more kind and loyal to me than the jerk I married!
Just my humble opinion:
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Do not fall for your client.
Do not fall for your ATF provider.
She's a novelty. You enjoy how she makes you feel but that's not enough to sustain a long term healthy relationship.
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In the face of adversity, we truly see a persons character.
I have had nothing to give since May.
Crippled and poor, I wouldn't have made it through this nightmare without the help of some of my former clients. I know they are true friends because they stood by me through all of the bad when I had nothing to offer. I can't thank you enough!!!
New clients: I apologize for not returning any calls or responding to emails since May.
If any of you wish to say farewell to me, you may email me directly at openmindbutterfly@gmail.com
My hobby phone will be shut off soon and I will be deleting my gmail account as well.
Reach out to me soon... Before it's too late.😘😱
Take care.
Best,
Isabella Mercy
PS-I sincerely hope you find what you're looking for😻☺️😘💗