OK I got it this is probably not a place to discuss this. However I don’t know where to go and I don’t want people that are close to really know how I feel.
I’ve always taken pride in my legs and I’m about to loose use in both legs. There muscular and healthy. Honestly a lot of girls have come out and said I have a good looking ass and thighs. The doctor said because My healthy legs overall I have thicker stronger bone structure as a whole. Long story short I was injured in a combat zone. I have absolutely no fluid in my hip joints, so my femur rubs on the bone socket. Add to the fact I also have degenerative bone tissue in my spine caused most likely due to hereditary issues.
This is limited my job capability the last couple years. I used to be a firefighter, Now I’m just a part-time employee at an undisclosed location.
I’m not even sure where to go about benefits, mainly due to the fact I’m not gonna be able to work. I don’t know if this is something that Social Security will even provide temporary benefits for. I will be out of work for 2 to 6 months. There are several parts to the story I’m not putting out there. What has not helped me Is on still fighting over a car wreck that happened about a year and a half ago. That car wreck Along with my previous injuries from the military have exasperated My hips to the point that now I need to do the bilateral surgery.
So basically I’m fucked right now. Not sure what to do about monies. I don’t wanna lose my house, my car or anything else. I had to sell family heirlooms just to try to make ends meet. I’ve not been able to participate like I used to years past. My world is crashing down a lot has to do with an a longer youthful.
Turning old just sucks... I’m just venting