So many vanilla appointments lately😩😩 need to be controlled. Seriously a sub has to be controlled. When things are chaotic I need to be controlled. I need to serve and obey be bound and serve . I need to be a man's pleasure.
I understand the desire (and part of me wishes we were in the same city....) but I am puzzled. How do you make this desire line up with the hobby? It seems like the kind of need that is more easily fulfilled in real life.