I beat you because I love/desire you deeply...
(Not to be confused with just plain domestic abuse *lol*)
I don't understand ..yet.. the psychology behind it
Except that it feels right.. it feels good.. when you're with someone who likes wants needs it too
Or at least understands.. sees through you.. the affection behind it.
Psychological torture.. physical ...I love and employ it all
*cheers*
gotta love pain. its addictive ..giving and/or receiving