I have a few kinks that I feel shy and basically afraid to tell anyone. I am on fetish sites and spoke to a few people but nothing came from it.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I like being controlled, forced, taken...umm well the next level of that is what I want. I don't know, I don't expect anyone to actually understand what I'm after or to even respond. Just needed to make an attempt to get it out.