New turn on. Is it just me?

First off, I'm so grateful someone started Another Realm. I don't think I would ever be able to say what I say on this thread without it.
I have noticed over the last few months that I have become more and more turned on by seeing myself on my phone or iPad camera. I love to jack off to porn as we all do but one day I picked up my cell phone camera and reversed the camera so I could see myself (selfie style) on the screen. I don't know what it is about it but it really turns me on. Maybe because I view porn on my phone or iPad and suddenly I'm part of it. Sometimes I use both my iPad and phone in the bathroom in front of the mirror. I'll view myself in the mirror on the phone's camera and also get the iPad with porn in the picture. It's like I'm part of the show.
I guess I now have the desire or fantasy to be in a video either with a provider or maybe filmed by a provider doing what I do at home to get myself off. Part of what also turns me on is pegging/strap-on play. I do the same with the camera while I peg myself in the ass which is a real turn on.
So a couple questions to the audience:
Does anyone else share this turn on?
I have not had the confidence to actually press record when I do put myself in front of the camera. I guess I'm afraid of a certain someone seeing the photos/videos. Is there a way to shoot photos without it ending up in my photo app on my phone?
I also have toyed with the idea of shooting something and putting in on my Tumblr blog (pegging related). It would really turn me on to see myself on my computer screen.
Any suggestions or comments?
Are there any Dallas based providers who would be willing to participate in a video with me?

Sometimes I use a mirror when I masturbate so I can see my pussy the whole time, especially when I am cumming. It's huge turn on.

I would suggest to take baby steps with yourself. Try snapping some photos, then filming yourself. Anytime I've filmed with a partner and watched it after, it's been a huge turn on, or even looking at my own porno photos can be as well. You can always delete anything you capture.

There are lots of providers open to being filmed or photographed. I would suggest reaching out in ISO or just doing research of Dallas ladies and contacting them directly and asking if they are comfortable with such.

A couple of suggestions:

First, I know it is old school, but put down the phone and use a separate camera. That way you can control where your pics and movies end up. Need to keep the electronics for your hobby separate from the electronics for your civilian life. Phones, computers, cameras, etc.

Second, there are many ladies that really get off on filming a porno. There are some like Zasu that it is part of their experience they offer.

http://ilovezasu.com/

Others you may stumble on. Nothing like interviewing a lady while she is between your legs stroking and sucking your cock, then she deep throats you. It is a lot of fun and definitely gives you the opportunity to relive the experience over and over.

http://69nikkiholiday.net/videos-4/

I recently met an amazing lady only to find out she is a real life photographer. OMFG I can't wait to see her again!!

Short answer......YEP its just you

Short answer......YEP its just you Originally Posted by Souper

Why would you come onto an alternative forum and post some bs like this? If it's not stuff you're into, how about just moving along your way?

I think that you might be looking for something like
CHATURBATE.com

A hobby guy told me about this site and WHOA!

It is NOT for the timid.

You might want to just get a webcam and put a hood on your head so that your face doesn't show.

I have taken pictures of cd people with their own camera phones so that they could post pictures on the internet.

I hope this helps.

Why would you come onto an alternative forum and post some bs like this? If it's not stuff you're into, how about just moving along your way? Originally Posted by Victoria of Houston

Thanks Victoria. I agree but I'm never surprised by what people say and don't take it personally. I appreciate your feedback.

Thank you Goddess. I'm definitely going to check that out.

That's good advice Woodford. I don't know why I didn't think of that. I've got a couple digital cameras in a drawer somewhere that have been long forgot about. I'm definitely going to pull those out and have some fun.

Thanks Victoria. I agree but I'm never surprised by what people say and don't take it personally. I appreciate your feedback. Originally Posted by Dale Jr.

You're welcome, sir.

It just makes me extra angry when people go into certain places, just to stir up shit.

I remember once reading a review of a fet club in London, and someone was complaining about naked men walking around; uh, hello, you're in fet club, or didn't you realize that?

Some people *smh*