Help!?

I have/had a girl who will not see me any more, I'm not kidding, I was/am new n fell in love with her, she was all I could think about, second round she bare backed me, I swear my dick come out more healthy then when it went in, seriously, I had a superior dick, it just felt that way. Y'all get what I'm saying? You may not understand.
On and off for the last year or so I fucked with her, I'm completely embarrassed, but also she did not control her business, I could have been controlled with some candid advise about why I was feeling this way.
All I wanted was to feel the depths of that pussy again, all I did was the complete opposite of that ever happening.
I'm a gentle and appreciative person, I don't judge really.
Over the last year I have emailed her things that I should not have, I'm embarrassed, but I did n I have to own it. It's not bullshit like I'll call u a whore or any stereotypical crap, I really don't judge like that I just liked her n thought she liked me also, shit, why would she bare back me?
I totally fucked up more then you can probably imagine, seriously. I goofed big time, BUT, u girls should know how to not let these feelings get out of hand.
I was mad/drunk one night n told her I could fake myself and be with you tomorrow, she's newbie friendly btw.
Well I did, she's email only. I created another g-mail account. Hook, line, n sinker. Said she's available and just needs my stats.
It's not right, she's no amateur, n a real pleaser girl. But I could have her now, or whenever n she hates me for what I've done.
I'm lost here guys. WTF

sounds like you need help with a mental disorder.. not trying to be mean, you sound like you're extremely troubled.. either that or you're a Troll.. only you know the truth.

I ditto the WTF part.
Everything else just sounds like good excuse to wrestle a grey hound bus.

How about taking a BIG step back and just doing ice water for a few months and focus on your education/job not hobbying? Good luck and hang in there bro.

It's obvious you can't handle being in the hobby, brother. Guest your account and get out.

It's obvious you can't handle being in the hobby, brother. Guest your account and get out. Originally Posted by TinMan

I agree with this 100% or at least take a long break from it and get your head on straight. What your talking about doing sounds dangerous for her and you. If you show up to her door it could lead to very bad things.

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I agree with this 100% or at least take a long break from it and get your head on straight. What your talking about doing sounds dangerous for her and you. If you show up to her door it could lead to very bad things. Originally Posted by Dscrtplano

Tin man is wrong n maybe just feels right based on His interpretation of what I said, but it is a very candid assessment. But realize that this was over a year ago, and it's very seldom that I re-live it. Creating a new email handle and all was really just kinda a crude experiment of human social and emotional intelligence. Can you guys really speak from a higher podium than I am. I have hobbied successfully since then and I accept this way of life as something I enjoy more so then anything I've ever done (I'm a 46 year old upper income person) but I'm not ashamed to admit that sometimes I can see through the girls rational for doing this and they have these total looser boyfriends that allow her to make that kind of money. But I'm not a mental case but I was unprepared for her to respond to me as a new client.

Attachment 433970 Originally Posted by broes

I'm all in on some real life advise, but don't troll me brother.

looser boyfriends . Originally Posted by Benderovr

Losers spell loser looser.

I am going to assume this is not a joke.

So, some ladies will indeed stop things when they realize you have let it get out of hand. But most will let you delude yourself as long as you continue giving them money. I am not being mean in any way but it is the simple truth that their job is to get you to give them your money. When you run out of money or you become more trouble than your worth, they drop you. Again, not being mean or judgmental, its just the hard, cold facts.

And dude, what makes you think your so special your the only one she are BBing? They all like your money. You are simply the vessel that brings it to them.

Log off and never come back.

I am going to assume this is not a joke.

So, some ladies will indeed stop things when they realize you have let it get out of hand. But most will let you delude yourself as long as you continue giving them money. I am not being mean in any way but it is the simple truth that their job is to get you to give them your money. When you run out of money or you become more trouble than your worth, they drop you. Again, not being mean or judgmental, its just the hard, cold facts.

And dude, what makes you think your so special your the only one she are BBing? They all like your money. You are simply the vessel that brings it to them.

Log off and never come back. Originally Posted by OldButStillGoing

Log off, this comes from a nerd that has 5900 post n 2 reviews. You've convinced me all knowledge one. Be it now from loser bro or you mr avatar of what your still chasing. I'm talking about a girl I liked, but your suggestion that when she realized that I was of no longer a financial asset you are correct.

With only two reviews do you think you are qualified to answer real life questions.

Oh my, do you even have premium access. Lmao

You need a girlfriend dude. And I don't mean a by the hour one. Leave these girls alone and find someone who will put up with your bullshit in the real world.

You need a girlfriend dude. And I don't mean a by the hour one. Leave these girls alone and find someone who will put up with your bullshit in the real world. Originally Posted by threepeckeredbillygoat

Did you even read my post or are you just being a dickster. You should try being condensing and logical at the same time then your advice is meaningful.
A girlfriend, really is that what you concluded? Dude, have not been referred to as that lately.

Not to be rude here, but your handle. 3 peckered billy goat. Are you some kind of legend I should be worshipping. Man, I'm just wondering if you guys have ever just really like a girl/provider and how it was handled. S