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I am not ashamed of being a provider, but I don't see it as something I'd want to go tell the world. I'm a very private person, and always have been. What I do for my money is my business whether it's scrubbing toilets, cleaning houses, cooking, web design - doesn't matter.
I used to be a stock photographer and always felt like I was selling my soul doing it. I feel privileged to not be in a job where I sell my soul.
As far as your second question, I would think those things are more likely if someone doesn't enjoy their job. I am a big fan of clean living, I walk several miles a day and eat well. If anything, my job has made me feel BETTER about my body, not worse. My job is also motivation to stay in good shape and maintain my appearance. I get a lot of unsought positive reinforcement about my body from clients, which I appreciate as it keeps me motivated to stay looking good
Originally Posted by Missy Mariposa
VERY good! I really enjoy your input in the forums here.
I LOVE being a provider,It fits almost every side of my life from a early teen I suppose,Like examples being:
*Love fitness
*travel
*very good job resume
*experience in adult fields(Many)
*talk and meet and have fun,enjoy new challenges
*LOVE fetish,sexy,erotic,freaky and even casual varieties and pleasing others
*Enjoy the privacy,yet very open minded
*met some of the coolest females and males in hobby world
*opened new doors for a few side jobs/career paths
*Thankful for the gifts of friendship and the material ones as well
*Excitement!
*and I am a SUPA clean freak,I collect body and skin care products,pamper myself daily with showers,hair and pedis up keep and I love love love either my fitness side (Yoga comfy clothes)...and my other side heels and classy dress up...stripper gear and erotic dancing,and casual cute and sexy for my other requests...
I never understood why some people in provider fields,dancing,modeling etc. either don't try to keep up or let themselves go...maybe either burned out,only want money or other reasons...Nobody is perfect at all and I am far from that but I will die trying to keep myself positive,motivated and outside up keep and cleanliness as well...
Missy....your words are well put together,I wish I could sum things up that well