I'm probably going to break a few rules here and I'm sorry. I will gladly rescind this thread and offer for its immediate deletion of I do. Anyway, I have had a question for the ladies out there in the hobby (providers). This question has been in my mind for a while now, since I got into the hobby. Anyway, I am not a fan of pornography (doesn't mean I don't partake when other opportunities are limited), but I love to document my sexual encounters. With most of the partners I've been with (outside the hobby), I've taken photos and video of us together and individually. However, here is the caveat. I never take face photos or video. I have reason to keep this part of my life very separate from my day-to-day life (don't we all?). So, I have never recorded identifying features, but I love having video (especially) of the closeup hotness of sexual encounters I've shared. I know this is likely a serious taboo to discuss, but are there any providers out there who would be willing to allow closeup pov recording of any activities? Has anyone ever done this in the hobby? Please don't flame me. This is a legitimate fetish I have (to re-watch stuff I've done w/o seeing myself or my partner). It is an interest in the visceral and graphic nature of sex taken outside the identity of the individual. I like to look back and see just the act as separate from myself and another person. Anyway, I just wanted to float this question for open discussion. I appreciate any advice or comments anyone may have about this interest.
Respectfully,
Eli