How I am feeling about the hobby!!!

So I want to say something's about the hobby, I really don't need feedback nor care for the caddy remarks..
Now first let me say I love the hobby. It pleases me to be able to bring joy and ecstasy to men. But lately it has felt to me that my time and efforts are not respected. I know that many look for cheap ass whores and don't care for quality or class, and that's great. But, I take pride in being the best in my eyes. No one is perfect in size or person but its personality that's attractive. Any how its like I feel like my efforts are futile and I don't like to feel that way. And to all that have had the pleasure know their is nothing weak about me. I have very tough but yet soft silky skin. Lol. I have been taken a break for a few weeks from hobbing. I might see a couple of gents. But for the most part I work a full time real world job. And have no intentions on quitting to hoe full time. Nothing wrong with it for others just not for me. I love sucking dick getting fucked in my holes, swallowing cum, all of the gfe, but for the most part its the interaction and friendships I develop. Not everyone is for it I get it, I'm not stupid by any means. I don't know what I'm saying or trying to say. Maybe just ranting.. Just putting my thoughts down. So please don't take anything personal. I may post again I may not, it wouldn't matter either way this I know, and no I'm not feeling sorry or pity for myself. Just saying whores come and go just like gents.. Anyhow Happy Spring everyone and stay safe and continue enjoying this beautiful hobby..

You may be the closest provider in Arkansas to approaching this from the same perspective as the hobbyists...at least it sure seems that way from reading your posts.

I wish you happiness and I hope you don't disappear before I find my way into your company

In my humble opinion any dude that would disrespect a beautiful woman like yourself, says more about the quality of his character than in anyway about yours. The way I look at it is my donation is for the "PRIVILEGE" of spending time with a beautiful sexy lady like yourself who's willing to indulge my fantasies that my non-hobbying experiences rarely fulfill. I haven't had the privilege of meeting you but by this rant I can tell I would probably enjoy your company. I love a good rant, it definitely releases built up frustrations.

I hope you know how I feel about you. I consider you a friend first. I hope you know that from our long conversation when I saw you last week as well as my text afterwards. If you need further understanding about what I think of you read my comment on you in Coed under the thread on Asian girls. although there are several girls I have seen in the hobby that I think are great, there are only a few I consider real friends and you are one of them. You really are a special girl and to me a friend that I also love intimate time with. Even if you quit the hoppy someday, you would still be a friend. Sometimes it is good to vent ��

Sounds like theres a high demand for your taco. Youre missing out on some cash.

Hope you enjoy the break and come back feeling better pretty girl!

thanks jes. I am feeling great.. many people don't understand the hobby and working takes a toll on ones whole being.. It was a much needed and great break.. I appreciate the encouragement you are very sweet!!!!