The one that might have gotten away for better or worse

So guys and gals, I was gonna post this in the men’s only group, but I’m intrigued to see what any of the ladies here have to say about this basically the title. As Some of you may or may not know from my various comments and discussion on here. I’m not a particular fan of myself in this hobby. I don’t brag about this, but I simply stated as fact because it’s true my wife is an IRL 10 I self deprecate when I mention this over and over simply because I can’t understand why I am such an addict to pussy. Several psychiatrists have tried to help but seemingly besides sex addiction which I think is bullshit, but hey, that’s probably what it is. Can’t seem to figure out where and why this is how I am so to give you guys some sort of context I started seeing providers after this little situation I had with this side piece of mine but a year and a half ago before I started this hobby maybe more. I had known befriended and generally been on great terms with an old friend of mine who happened to be a short young like me, Vietnamese girl she was pretty from her face maybe a seven IRL with traditional Asian features a 5 foot body frame with slender, but very nice overall assets besides of course, her absolutely perfect bubble butt yet not exaggerated ass. I’m talking perfect heart shaped teardrops when bent over and a nice handful ass not that stereotypical Asian ass that everyone is used to. She wasn’t exactly my type of girl, but besides the ass part, I wasn’t exactly trying to have sex with her. Some stuff with the wife was going on at the time and she took a trip with her parents back to their home country to go see extended family for a wedding. I invited my friend over for some dinner and one thing led to another and some of the best sex that I’ve ever had in my life followed suit. I have been a pretty faithful man up until then and of course I never get tired of my wife and she’s perfect in every way and extremely tight and perfectly wet for me always but something about this girl was different and brought out a sort of funeral nature in me I’ve always been someone who is pretty much addicted to sex, but this girl and I spent the next two weeks while we had my house to myself fucking more than your local pair of rabbits. She was into some kinky stuff, but it mostly just revolved around choking and slapping harass as hard as I could which I already get told I do and warned about when I see providers of course this is an on purpose. I just can’t really gauge my strength sometimes, and sometimes I tend to sleep an ass a bit too hard after the Mrs. got back home from her family wedding vacation. I continue to see my friend for the following three months. There wasn’t a day go by where she wouldn’t swallow four of my loads minimum and fucked Those four times in a day minimum she’d always swallow at the end. I’m saying we were crazy for each other other funeral I don’t understand how two humans could be like that. It has no explanation in my opinion. I started to get some feelings for this girl which I knew was not good and she also felt the same. She knew that the problems that I was causing with my wife was taking a strain and she basically asked why I wouldn’t just leave her. She knew the answer. My wife was perfect, and I was a dickhead who was making things bad, not her, but in her jealousy and in her wanting of me and essentially needing of me, Would often ask when we would break up so that we could just be together like we clearly wanted to. Of course, once the big head took over I knew that this was wrong and every way possible, and I knew that this would have to end soon after some slight miscommunications on my part and her part our paths no longer crossed after about three months of these adventures together I think we both knew that it was better to just stop this so we used this communication issue that could’ve been resolved with a text as a reason to just stop talking to each other. I won’t lie to y’all the days that followed seem to have affected me the same way that when my wife was hospitalized once did a feeling of dread despair, and a loss of something it was insane. A part of me felt incredibly guilty that I was feeling this way over another woman, but another part of me missed her so so much. I have a pretty big breeding kink that unfortunately, I only got to live with my Vietnamese friend three times all in the same occasion, but I didn’t mind it too much considering that she was a trooper and swallowed gallons of my children Seriously I really don’t know how she did it. There was one time we went at it for a few hours and I came five times each time she swallowed my load happily and was ready for the next eventually of course I got over her, but this hobby and me partaking in it started because of that For a while I only saw Asian providers chasing that high then I’d get it with her and I never did eventually I created “criteria and standards “for myself on the type of providers that I wanted to see considering that I had a perfect 10 at home who loved me and would do anything to please me sexually. I started seeing “perfect “providers with the occasional viral moment where I’d just take whatever I could from an agency or from a girl who posted an ad since I couldn’t scratch that edge with my “regular “providers long story and long post, but I apologize all of this boils down to my question of do any of you men or women on here having a similar experience like this or both parties or seemingly so tied in a way But because of either relationship status or any other reason really parted ways until this day you guys still think about them ? I don’t consider this the one who got away since I married the one who could’ve gotten away but this is a unique situation where two parties we’re pretty much perfect for each other sexually and could not stop each other from needing one another but both and you that it was wrong as well. Anyone have any similar experiences or stories like this? I’m very interested to know. I’ve only talked about this a few times in real life and most people don’t seem to understand. Thanks and I look forward to hearing what y’all have to say.

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I ain;t got time to read all this: so I put it into ChatGPT,. It replied, "That’s quite the story—definitely a lot to unpack there. Sounds like you're dealing with some deep conflicts between desire, guilt, and emotional attachment. It’s interesting that despite having what you describe as the "perfect" wife, you still found yourself entangled in something that felt equally powerful but in a different way.


From what you’ve shared, it seems less about just sex and more about chasing a specific feeling—maybe a sense of freedom, intensity, or validation that this affair brought you. The fact that it still lingers in your mind suggests it wasn’t just physical, even if that was a huge part of it.


As for whether others have had similar experiences, I’d bet plenty of people have had that one person who seemed to unlock something in them that they couldn’t quite shake. The question is—what are you really looking for now? Are you still chasing that feeling, or have you accepted that it was a fleeting but powerful chapter?
Also, how do you feel about how this has shaped your relationship with your wife? You say she’s perfect, but do you think she really knows you, including this side of you?"

Good response and yeah, sorry I was free styling it and I didn’t really feel like putting spaces in between my bad. Answer your question this actually strengthen my relationship. I took everything pretty seriously after this ended and I stopped being a dickhead and solved our issues by simply being better than how I was and just being a good husband overall, I started seeing providers after I couldn’t stop thinking about her one night and didn’t get turned on by my wife for the first time ever that’s pretty much guaranteed to show me. Something is wrong with me. I don’t know if I’m chasing a feeling of freedom. I don’t think I am. I know I’m free and I think objectively speaking. I have a great relationship with my wife. I do this hobby because I just can’t stop if that makes sense. Sometimes I get that. Feral not funeral mindset and it just doesn’t go away until I get it out. Usually, I just lay with the wife it satisfies it fully but a lot of times when she’s not in the mood or she’s busy with career stuff or normal day to day things I seek out these “perfect” girls and although I don’t ever regret it. I do feel bad that I’m not faithful anymore. I don’t lie to myself and say I’ll stop and never do it again but I do know that this little adventure isn’t for me. I know I’m going to stop soon and im actively planning on it too.

I'm going to read that in a minute. What I do now is think past the 10 second trembling nut. I try to process everything. Is it worth it. Please guys if you are married no piece of ass is worth it.Go home and love on your wife. That's the only thing that will endure. This shit and other women will blow up in your face

@Sextion:Have you talked to your wife about your sexual preferences? You may not feel the need to stray anymore If she starts swallowing & letting you rough her up.

Is your question pertaining to the Hobby or real life?
Your situation sounded like it started off as FWBs then got serious.
Regardless if you fuck someone enough times you're bound to develop deeper feelings for them other than just sexual, both in the Hobby & IRL

I'm going to read that in a minute. What I do now is think past the 10 second trembling nut. I try to process everything. Is it worth it. Please guys if you are married no piece of ass is worth it.Go home and love on your wife. That's the only thing that will endure. This shit and other women will blow up in your face Originally Posted by TrumpSwiftie

Why does this have to be about replacing the wife?

I’m not trying to replace her. Just trying to get some strange every now and then.

Any all these short stories

who is that member that talks about his perfect wife,
PX to the front please(intercom)...
Maybe U 2 could share notes.

Sextion can you pm me the Vietnamese gals details? I think I know her.

…Regardless if you fuck someone enough times you're bound to develop deeper feelings for them other than just sexual, both in the Hobby & IRL Originally Posted by MarcellusWalluz

Boy, ain’t that the truth…. there’s more than just fucking; connections are made and shared experiences are revealed and revered over time.

Looks like you got a bad case of the feels. You need to figure out what's more important, the marriage, or the side piece.

Looks like you got a bad case of the feels. You need to figure out what's more important, the marriage, or the side piece. Originally Posted by Demolition

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who is that member that talks about his perfect wife,
PX to the front please(intercom)...
Maybe U 2 could share notes. Originally Posted by Busty

i'm single. ex-long term gf, actually (dated 10 years, almost altared but for timing wasn't right.) she was perfect in every way except for the "team player" part, which she wasn't..

OP, tell your wife you want to expand ya'lls sexual horizons and see what she says. maybe you can get your kinks fulfilled at home. in male-at-fault divorces, dudes generally get screwed. you pay for everything and half the time, barely even get to see your kids. it's really not worth the risk imo, but then again, it's your life and you have to make the calls as you see them.

interesting post, by the way.

Why can't people be honest and admit to having greed issues. Shaq lost his marriage because of it and was man enough to admit it.
Knowing that your partner won't leave you is a form of enabling.
He did bring up that therapy really wasn't helping & they labeled it a sex addiction.
His boredom is deeply rooted in never being satisfied because he doesn't fear losing anything of value.

Sextion can you pm me the Vietnamese gals details? I think I know her. Originally Posted by Michael8219

LOL there’s no way you do. We went to hs together so unless I know you there’s no shot