I hope this is an appropriate forum
I'm not gay....like I don't think about fucking dudes, getting fucked by them, kissing them, etc.  but I've always fantasized about sucking a guy's dick.  Not just any guy's but a somewhat attractive guy with a really big dick.  
I can't really ask any of my friends to do it...it would just be too awkward.  
I have always guessed this is just something that I would never get to fulfill.  
Have any of you guys ever had this feeling, and done something about it??
        
        
        
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