Falling in love with your provider.

I have probably said too much...so I'll stop at that. Originally Posted by Blade2607

Nah man, it's good for the soul to talk this shit out. Cathartic some might say. As she gives multiple hour appointments for single hour donations, just PM me her name and I'll selflessly try to distract her for you.

I think I am very close, but can't allow it to happeni. She would never care for more than a friend, since I'm 30 years older. I have seen this providor's several times, first at her in-call, then she allowed me to her condo. From the beginning, she gave me multiple hours. She even saw me when she took a brief time away from the hobby. Our time together always has as much conversation as sex. She is by far the most beautiful, and extremely intelligent, which I find vey sexual and appealing.
I have probably said too much...so I'll stop at that. Originally Posted by Blade2607

Nah man, keep going. I want to figure out if it's the same whore Who eats my ass out.

Awww....sweet hooker love....

I think I am very close, but can't allow it to happeni. She would never care for more than a friend, since I'm 30 years older. I have seen this providor's several times, first at her in-call, then she allowed me to her condo. From the beginning, she gave me multiple hours. She even saw me when she took a brief time away from the hobby. Our time together always has as much conversation as sex. She is by far the most beautiful, and extremely intelligent, which I find vey sexual and appealing.
I have probably said too much...so I'll stop at that. Originally Posted by Blade2607

If you stood any chance at all, you would not be paying.
PERIOD!

Nah man, keep going. I want to figure out if it's the same whore Who eats my ass out. Originally Posted by junglemonkey

Do you eat your own cum to ?

Oh I have seen her on few occasyw/o paying

A few doesn't count. If you are still paying after the second time you've seen her, you are a client.
If they say will you date me and you don't have to pay, then and only then are you no longer a client.
Has she asked you to call her by her real name?
Do you call personal or work phone?
Has she asked you for a pic so she can assign it to her contacts, so your pic pops up when you call or text?
You know the things a girlfriend does?

I know her real name, her job outside the hobby, ....much more, like I said there is no chance she would ever fall for me, but a guy can dream, right?

Absolutely. Go for it. It happens