thank you, sorry for being so hostile..... its the stress talking.. Originally Posted by RALPHEY BOYI get it RB...felt like that since losing my.dad unexpectedly I didnt get to say goodbye....Sorry for your loss..
any of you fukers had to watch your father die of Cancer? any of you fukers had to watch any loved one die in front of your eyes while your guts are churning like a blender?? Originally Posted by RALPHEY BOYYeah, I have. 4 years ago. Felt like I couldn't breathe and I wanted to scream. Sorry for your loss. Really, I'm not kidding. It's a tough thing to see and it sticks with you. In some ways the world is a different place than before. Again, so sorry and the only thing for it is time.