Hey Montana1958, GOOD LUCK!!! When it's time it's time. Sometimes risking all you have, is not the best choice. Maybe after taking a break, and getting things in order, you will return. Maybe just seeing one special one. It definitely lowers the risk of losing everything you worked so hard for!
Me, I am a total loss, so nothing lost there!! LOL.
Remember one thing Montana, WE FUCKED NATASHA RED!! I hope Dementia never robs you of the thoughts of her, and her beautiful body and personality!!!
Be good, if not be BETTER, and all things must come to an END!!
Good Luck!!!
EA.