I have to agree that this post is a little dangerous due to specific detail u gave but i'll blame it on the kemo drugs....
But i will say her being there should give u a feeling of having a friend in a weird way as u both have a cool secret in ur time of need....just erase tis post and enjoy the Coincidence that the universe gave u in ur time of suffering
GL Bruh
On another point Wakeup u are a ANGRY MAN.....not a realist just ANGRY pls stop fooling ur self otherwise. there's a time to tell it like it is and tell it how it should be told both are Truth with different Outcomes and reception