Ok something else you all should know. What intensified my sex drive was I had someone in my personal life play games with me.
See my mom had this friend named [STAFF edit - GM] who was a controlling fat bitch to be honest and we just tolerated eachother. Just before my mom died, [STAFF edit - GM] brought her friend[STAFF edit - GM]
to help clean out all her old stuff.
Me and [STAFF edit - GM]
become aquitances and then a few months later, [STAFF edit - GM] offered to be friends with benefits. I was so excited and couldn't believe it, just to have [STAFF edit - GM] turn around and tell me she was only joking. [STAFF edit - GM] deliberately led me on and teased me and knew about my disability and everything. [STAFF edit - GM] then lied to[STAFF edit - GM]
saying I sexually harassed her and [STAFF edit - GM]
called me a monster and would not even hear my side of the story.
See It was after [STAFF edit - GM] did that to me, I became sex crazed. [STAFF edit - GM] promised a sexual relationship, then turned around saying she was only joking, causing me to come here to look for sex and then become addicted. [STAFF edit - GM] is the source of much of my anger. And no I was not a virgin before [STAFF edit - GM], its just I had sex occasionally and was satisfied by it, my drive was not high. But then after she did that, she caused me to obsess on it.
Im sorry but I am outing both [STAFF edit - GM]
and [STAFF edit - GM]
as those two bitches did the most damage to me psychologically and they are not providers, so the same rule does not apply.