Sex drive suicide?

This cycle of the hobby has been full of introspection for me and, consequently, I've had a bit of a reality check. I dipped my toe into the waters of "give a shit" and allowed myself to connect intellectually and emotionally as well as physically. The result is that I can much more clearly see the multiple aspects of my life that require change.

I fear that, unchecked, I will put myself in a position where I do not have the ability to choose what, how and when to change.
Originally Posted by shlub

Sounds kind of familiar, I know what you are getting at, let me know how you decide to handle your problem, and good luck,

redirecting you efforts, thoughts and moola into or against a new, untried experience works for me - saying I want to have $10k to take a kick-ass trip and surrounding myself with reminders thereof, helps during those critical 1st few weeks... once you break the cycle, you can begin to reevaluate your actions, intentions and needs.....

Get old, or beat off a lot. Or both.

The most important thing to remember is that Cinderella does't work here and the day you think she does go get a life.

Shlub: You picked a truly perfect handle!

It was meant to be sarcastic but perhaps it was prolific...

prophetic?

I stand corrected. Prophetic indeed.

I was thinking prolific from the perspective that I have found myself with an abundance of questions since adopting this handle and posting more often.

Marry somebody. That usually knocks both party's libido put of whack.