The End of 2012/ The End of an ERA/ Marisa of Dallas says GOODBYE / Retirement post

Ouch - the religious semi-racist tone was not needed Kayla. If you read the above threads you will see it was another provider that said she is 24. Peace and love.

I missed the part about her being 24 and then in the business 19 years. You started when you were 5? Are you Muslim? Originally Posted by LovingKayla

Actually, I think you misread. Mya is 24

Ok wait... 19 years and you need help paying basic bills to retire on?

Has there ever been a thread you started that didn't ask for money?

For you new folks, don't fall for this. This woman does this about 4 times a year, and shes batshit crazy to boot. She's right on schedule to ask for more money. Have I mentioned how when we helped her a few years back, I gave her everything I had in the way of cat food and canned goods (so my pet went without for a day) and she got mad because it was the wrong brand of cat food.

I'm not real sure who you believe is admiring you but perhaps you should private message them.

I will say, you picked your job as a BDSM girl well, because you've been torturing us for years.


You've retired 30 times. They say old whores don't retire, they just fade away. I'd take it as a kindness if you'd get to fading.... But I know better, see you next month!!


PS if you would like one of the mods to go to an extreme amount of their time doing you a favor, I'd suggest sending them a list of threads and a very kind request to remove them. However, you know damn good and well the best you can hope for is a guesting of your account and the rremoval of any ads (assuming you do all the leg work locating said threads and sending links.... But that requires you to actually spend effort working.) Originally Posted by LovingKayla

well now i feel like i just wasted my breath ... lol


@Gemma i know what you mean but trust me for girls who are in their 20's now we still feel old. I was feeling old after i turned 20, i was like dammit i cant bank on being 18 anymore lmao

Ok wait... 19 years and you need help paying basic bills to retire on?

Has there ever been a thread you started that didn't ask for money?

For you new folks, don't fall for this. This woman does this about 4 times a year, and shes batshit crazy to boot. She's right on schedule to ask for more money. Have I mentioned how when we helped her a few years back, I gave her everything I had in the way of cat food and canned goods (so my pet went without for a day) and she got mad because it was the wrong brand of cat food.

I'm not real sure who you believe is admiring you but perhaps you should private message them.

I will say, you picked your job as a BDSM girl well, because you've been torturing us for years.


You've retired 30 times. They say old whores don't retire, they just fade away. I'd take it as a kindness if you'd get to fading.... But I know better, see you next month!!


PS if you would like one of the mods to go to an extreme amount of their time doing you a favor, I'd suggest sending them a list of threads and a very kind request to remove them. However, you know damn good and well the best you can hope for is a guesting of your account and the rremoval of any ads (assuming you do all the leg work locating said threads and sending links.... But that requires you to actually spend effort working.) Originally Posted by LovingKayla

LMAO Kayla, and so true, especially the crazy part and always asking for money!

P.S. Kayla, need to set a time to see you soon, K

Her profile says she's 35 and I was wondering myself how she's been doing this for 19yrs?

@Kayla - thanks for the background. I'm new and when I read this I was smiling for her finding love. The fact that she disconnected her phone made me think it was a genuine retirement, unlike some. However, the Muslim part was WAY off.

I've never met a Muslim whore or one that has even illegitimate kids. Unless of course, they live in a 3rd world country and were forced in to selling pussy. Nothing compared to the girls who post ads on this site.

Several of the finest providers of Dallas are middle easteners .....

Wow@ Talk about a thread taking a left turn. Not what I expected!!

However, the Muslim part was WAY off.

I've never met a Muslim whore or one that has even illegitimate kids. Unless of course, they live in a 3rd world country and were forced in to selling pussy. Nothing compared to the girls who post ads on this site. Originally Posted by misspriss

misspriss I agree with you but I dont even know what the real story is on this thread lol

She is 38! Her birthday is July 31, 1974.

She is one of the most high drama people I know. And I am with Kayla, this is will not be the last we here from her.

I have known Marisa for over two years and I have spent more time with her than probably anyone else on this board. She is a very emotional lady and she gave me love when I needed it most. I do actually love her but I can't give her all that she needs and deserves. She is truly trying to make a new life and I think the cynics should let her be.

Kayla is out of her fucking mind. She can't make a single post without going political or racist bullshit filled.

I advised Marisa to walk away from the boards a while back. She was going through some serious issues. This is a reoccurring event with her. I hope she finds what she needs and gets on a better track.

*hugs*

Make LOVE, not war.

~Ze~, thank you for that. I met you once in passing at naughtyville while I was seeing Kayla. Marisa is really trying to make this happen and I am behind her all the way.

Like ze never says anything off color. Whatever.

And hey, Muslim is now racist? Really? Isn't that statement alone racist?

Realbeer, marissa ALWAYS is serious about making It work but after you get/and see people get fucked over for the 90th time, you get a little cynical.

THANK YOU MYA, REAL BEER AND EVERYONE ELSE......

First of all I have NEVER retired...
Never taken down all websites/ads/etc

Second, I am Latin (Mexican and Lebanese)

3rd....I am seriously Catholic

4th I have been a provder since I was 19..and YES I WAS BORN JULY 31ST 1974

I am BAT SHIT CRAZY AND A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH IF YOU PULL ANY SHIT!
GUYS ARE ALWAYS THE FIRST TO CALL PSYCHO IF ONE OF US STANDS UP FOR OURSELVES..
I always had a knack for dishing it out

and I would be very very careful


I also am the ex wife of a Dallas Police Detective
I also am the mother to 2 of his daughters

I also worked for Judges for 14 years until almost 4 years ago ( I am a certified Senior Paralegal)( certified in Criminal, Family and Civil Law)

I am a person that made the decision to be a provider out of the talents that I had

and the comfort with which I always could share myself ..and I always had an unusual ability to connect and give comfort and care to complete strangers

But I cant anymore...

Kayla, I wish you all the best and may you find happiness just like I did

and may someday, you no longer feel like you ever have to respond to any stupid threads or boards..

You and I are more alike and we are in the same business and same community

Dont be hateful

You really dont have any idea who I am, or where I have been, or what my story is

I am a great person when you get to know me

And behind any crazy person or action..is an even crazier or traumatic person or event..that made them that way..

I send you love my sister...Kayla, seriously ...lets end this today...

let me hear you say you forgive me for whatever it is you think I was doing

and let me peacefully go on my way....

I am so happy with where I am going

Yes im a little mad that I decided to end my providership right before rent was due

and what can i say? If i would have "quit" while all my bills were paid

and had money saved?

THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN NO REASON...NO MOTIVATION TO QUIT

SO I QUIT

i took a leap of faith


I am one of the top escorts and a woman with an amazing history

I recently made a move to a new home, thinking the Knox and 75 area would be ideal...


AND IT WAS

what i didnt plan...was meeting someone really special

and having these feelngs of extreme shame and guilt

so YES i was asking for help because I have rent due by Friday

and I dont know if Im comfortable providing services


but I AM AVAILABLE FOR ANYTHING ELSE...ANYTHING ANYONE ELSE MIGHT HAVE

A CLEANING OR ORGANIZING/ CHILDCARE/ OFFICE WORK...

ANYTHING


YES I AM ASKING A COMMUNITY I HAVE serviced..invited you into my home

and I gave everything I had

and right now...I want to leave....

with dignity

and with my head held high and move forward


I hope you NEVER HAVE TO HEAR FROM ME AGAIN

AT LEAST NOT BECAUSE IM PROVIDING

thats my plan...


please BE RESPECTFUL OF ME AND MY DECISIONS AND REMEMBER..

IM ALSO A MOTHER AND I LOST SO MANY PEOPLE THIS YEAR...


for those that arent a member of my group, my brother...Albert passed away the Wednesday before xmas

REMEMBER ..I also lost my 12 year old son last year...

and you can read the articles online where I was interviewed in October on the death of my closest friend/cousin/doublesTS partner...

I have experienced more pain than any one human should endure in one-two years


YOU CAN SAY THAT I DESERVE A BETTER LIFE AND A CHANCE TO BE HAPPY AGAIN...

you can BET SURE AS HELL, THE GRIEF I HAVE EXPERIENCED HAS HINDERED MY ABILITY TO PROVIDE SERVICES

THATS WHY I MUST GO

and thats also why IM hoping

you can forgive me and be happy for me


AND YES I WAS ASKING FOR HELP...IM NOT ASHAMED OF THAT

******IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANY EMPLOYMENT OPPORTUNITIES, PLEASE CONTACT ME FOR MY RESUME..

THANK YOU AGAIN