Awwwww Ranch I'm just now reading this, do you need a long sweet hug babe?
I'm gonna tell you, I have a trusting and forgiving heart. I've helped a few gents and ladies out over the years, I've learned it's a " each man for himself" kind of world. It's gonna pain anyone when someone who you hold dear to you turns out to be nothing that you had imagine, at one point in time we all lose our sense of judgement. Just don't allow this experience to change your huge personality and great attitude!
Hope my words help some ! If not maybe my skills can you should come by one day!!!