Pep, I remember how you looked when I dropped by, a day or two after the fundraiser, to deliver the wig that you'd left behind there: the chemo port in your inner forearm (with reddened skin around it), and your overall exhausted, haggard appearance.
I'm 99.9999999999% sure you're NOT faking it; and if you are, then I give you credit for going to some extreme, desperate lengths to do so!