Tbh anticipation has a huge part in it for sure that's half the thrill for me I mean honestly my heart races I get so excited while getting ready. I'm usually dripping wet before the door even opens. I get myself so worked up thinking about the randomness of who it could be and what could happen and getting to learn and experience someone new is a crazy thrill too. When I get excited I subconsciously do this thing where I start doing this pulse thing with my....well, a long story short, I don't even notice I'm doing it until I'm about to....it can be embarrassing because sometimes I catch myself doing it in public or driving really fast then I get all blushy. See dammit! I'm all excited now thinking about it and doing run on sentences and getting myself worked up. I better go simmer down in the shower aka shower wand time. Originally Posted by Lexxxy