It always ends too soon

Thank You Levi Tab

I imagine you could look at her two reviews and find a method of contact from them...since she is no longer on the board don't think she can respond... Originally Posted by levi tab

That levi is a fart smeller...I mean a smart feller!

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I have always had a guest account and I’ve hobbied here and there, not so often since I have an SO and a job that doesn’t leave a reasonable time window to answer for my whereabouts shall the question ever arise from my SO. My sole purpose of posting for the first time is because I’m looking for someone and I don’t want to be ridiculed. I’m looking for the provider Jessica Roman. A while back I ran across her on here and visited her site and I happened to catch her while she was on live. I instantly liked her. She was so beautiful and her personality was just like mine as far as demeanor and our likes/dislikes. She is cute in the way that she jokes about everything and her laughter is not only contagious but you want to see her smile. I shot her a PM on here asking to arrange a meeting with her and within minutes replied back telling me that she was having a drink at a restaurant (near my area of work) by herself and if I wanted to join her she would buy me a drink. It fucking tore me inside to decline her offer but I was at work. We promised to reschedule. When we finally scheduled and met she was even more beautiful in person. Providers have f-d me in the past but Jessica made love to me. Every second with her was wonderful and something I reminisce about especially when times get down for me. We held eachother afterwards as if neither of us wanted to let go. At that moment nothing mattered to me then being with her. Right now my situation is pretty shitty. I told her I would reschedule with her and when it was time for her to leave I felt a knot in my chest as if I knew my life was about to change.
That reschedule never came to fruition. My job suddenly consumed me and my SO was up on my ass more than ever. This was a couple weeks ago. Since then I’ve seen that she has left eccie (Does anybody know why? Did she quit the hobby?) I went to her site and she took all of her pictures off along with her videos and the Contact Me sheet isn’t there anymore. Her last login on video has been a while so that's that. The emails I send her say READ almost immediately. Are they being forwarded somehwere else? I can’t stop thinking of her. I don’t think I ever stopped thinking of her since that night we spent together. I think about that missed opportunity often and it makes me feel like a dope. Does anyone know how I can get in contact with her? Has someone on here seen her and do they have her # or email? I read that some of you met her at the gathering. Does anyone know if she’ll be at the next gathering and if so how can I attend and when will it be? Even if she isn’t providing if there were just a way to talk to her again. This woman has done something to me and I feel like we were meant to cross paths. Even if I could just have her in my life as a friend with no strings attached I would take it in a heartbeat. I want to be a part of her world and her part of mine. I’m not asking for humiliation or jokes I just need help getting in contact with her.
Bobby