Oh wow Lee, I am flawed! Not a perfect body, a little crazy at times-specially when the blood sugar is off lol. But I tell people, mainly this one friend of mine who spends countless hours at the gym, dates men with money because she is too fucking dumb to make it herself, that I dont have to be a "10" barbie, I have a brain and the intelligence to make it otherwise.
I do find that older guys like the barbie doll bodied women. Great for them, and kudos for the woman who has it going on. Im just not built that way anymore , and with age and a medical thing I have going on its never going to be that way again. Besides that, when I was a size 6, my boobs were only a C cup. Wtf, I like these DD's I have now.
I embrace my flaws, and those who dont like it, well they can just...not like it. Doesnt matter to me.