MG,
I have to agree with Doove.
You are damn quiet about her when you are getting laid....and damn nasty when she shuts you off.
Based on all I've read, I don't think you are much of a victim in this, as you seems to prey on her as well.
The one I feel for is TM. His silence on this issue is far more powerful than all your blathering.
elg.........
Originally Posted by elghund
elg - i'm sorry you feel that way but can understand why you do. becasue I respect you, I will comment
as stated previously, this provider and I go back a long ways. in fact, she and her son were to move in with me when I initially move to syracuse in 2012. on the day of the move, she said she was not interested in me and moved in with TM shortly thereafter. life goes on i moved, she and TM got together - see his review involving her under his previous psuedonym. things between those 2 degenerated - for whatever reason, not my biz. she moves to iowa from whence she came, things there evolved as documented in the ML. She moved back to albany area late last spring?? and she and I have been making passes at each other since September. We have gotten together several times since then - every instance involved her use of PT including her our reacquaintance when her brother od'ed in the back seat of my car while driving him home. then there was the night at the AC as referenced by OSD, where she left the bar with a pimp/dealer and was gone for a while obtaining PT
brings us to present. a few weeks back, she contacts me out of the blue and wants to "try" again. she gives me card as shown in ML. should I have run away then - absolutely. didn't. smell of pussy but still didn't trust her. all was going well - apparently, till things fell apart thursday. well, let me backtrack a little - all going well except for pt use. all her money earned for providing was going to her habit. she was asking me for $$ to support her addiction - I wouldn't comply. she left thursday presumably because I wouldnt' support her habit ($300 a day minimum).
I honestly wish her no ill will - in fact hope she has the fortitude to break the habit. don't think it will happen though. its too bad as she was a sweet kid when i first met her. yeah, smoked some mj. whatever. now she is displacing realty and blaming everyone else for her problems.
she can be an outstanding provider and person elg. hope she can kick some nasty habits and regain some dignity. my reason for posting in ML were simply to alert general population of potential dangers. unfortunately WKs surface to obfuscate the reality being laid before their feet.
wish her well, but doubt it will happen there. too bad
sir 
