Affairs... what was your experience?

Affair…having one right now for the past few months. My first. It started as a hobby with a provider from this board and has grown to a very emotional and expansive relationship. We meet, we play, do lunch, dinner, even spend time over night. Now she is a part of my life and I am totally in love. At least for now, having an affair feels great. I love the illicit excitement, lust, and passion. It feels romantic, exhilarating, and even naughty. I knew it was not the most levelheaded thing to start an affair but I always believed I had control over my emotions. I guess I was wrong. I sincerely hope that my affair never ends and grows into some kind of unique relationship. I don’t even want to think of any other possibility. That’s my story. Originally Posted by wzrainer