NERVOUS!!!

Oh for sure I get nervous but in all honesty it has nothing to do with the reputation of the lady. It has everything to do with self doubt. Because of all the stress I experienced while in college as well as a couple of goal failures, I started making some poor choices healthwise - nothing major like drugs or alcohol (I don't do either) but I stopped watching what I was eating and wasn't working out. I'm paying for that now but I'm making the effort to get back what I lost. But that doubt in me keeps me from participating in this field. I'm not obese or 50 lbs over but it's enough to make me feel like crap about myself. Not to mention that a couple of times it as hindered me in...well, one very important way (if you know what I mean). Bottom line, yes we're paying customers but I personally feel that the provider needs to have some sort of physical attraction to her client to make it enjoyable for her. That's just how I see it. So until I start feeling comfortable with myself, I'm going to feel nervous with any provider. But if I had to pick some names........I'd say Alyssa Nicole, Audrey Foxfire and Kami Parker. The pictures I've seen...they look so fit that I feel I'd just shame them, lol.

Oh for sure I get nervous but in all honesty it has nothing to do with the reputation of the lady. It has everything to do with self doubt. Because of all the stress I experienced while in college as well as a couple of goal failures, I started making some poor choices healthwise - nothing major like drugs or alcohol (I don't do either) but I stopped watching what I was eating and wasn't working out. I'm paying for that now but I'm making the effort to get back what I lost. But that doubt in me keeps me from participating in this field. I'm not obese or 50 lbs over but it's enough to make me feel like crap about myself. Not to mention that a couple of times it as hindered me in...well, one very important way (if you know what I mean). Bottom line, yes we're paying customers but I personally feel that the provider needs to have some sort of physical attraction to her client to make it enjoyable for her. That's just how I see it. So until I start feeling comfortable with myself, I'm going to feel nervous with any provider. But if I had to pick some names........I'd say Alyssa Nicole, Audrey Foxfire and Kami Parker. The pictures I've seen...they look so fit that I feel I'd just shame them, lol. Originally Posted by rc83

You shouldn't feel that way at all, but I hope you get your confidence back and start feeling good about yourself soon! And my door is open for you anytime

B. Wayne, I also felt the same way about Wynter, but I pulled the trigger and made the call and am so glad that I did. For me it's the fact that in RL most of these ladies would be out of my league as far as in the looks department. And the fact that without the monetary exchange I would not stand a chance. But Wynter is a very sexy and hot lady and yet I did not feel intimidated while in her pesence. She will take the lead and make you feel very relaxed and it just gets better from there. And I'm sure the same is true for most of the ladies here.

The only lady listed in this thread that I speak from experience on is the lovely Miss Fawn. I too was a bit but as soon as she opened her door I felt as welcome and at ease as when I walk into my folks house (same place I grew up in) so all I can say about Fawn is fear not and . You will enjoy yourself. I AM looking forward to seeing Mz Foster soon.