I dont know if you think you are defending yourself, but whatever you think you are doing, I can tell you that a neutral observer sees you as someone who posted under a fake handle, and viewed ml posts, and only stopped because you were caught. Now apparently you knew about another fake handle, fake review, and were offended, but did nothing about it until you got in this recent tiff. So you think you have any credibility. ? Last week one lady is the devil, now its another. We have to sleep in the beds we make. As a hobbyist, I value honesty and discretion in a provider. Youve blown credibility. Your making things worse for yourself. Im sorry if this sounds mean, but you may need to focus on your own health right now, and there are some of us that dont believe what you post. And dont really care.
Originally Posted by Johnny4455
I freely admit that I said nothing because I did not want Grace to be subjected to the same hatred I experienced. Call me stupid for being a friend.
I also freely admit that the one and only reason why I hesitated to bust her fake handle yesterday was because I was in cover my ass mode. Sue me. In spite of that, I still gave full disclosure to a mod last night. If I myself am assigned points or a suspension, well, that is the consequence for keeping my silence. I will have no one to blame but myself if that is the case, not even Grace. I will not stand by though, and allow Grace to claim that I had a fake handle.
I haven't asked anyone to take sides. There are about a dozen or more people, hobbyist and provider alike who could all speak up and confirm every single point that I have made so far. I have not dropped one single name so that anyone would be dragged kicking and screaming into this whether they like it or not. Neither have I sent out one single PM, nor made one single phone call asking others to come here and confirm the things I've said. I restricted my statements only to claims that could be corroborated. However, I won't ask or insist that anyone step up to provide that corroboration unless they want to. That whole 'discretion' thing you know.
I don't get to control what you believe, or who you believe. I speak only the truth as I know it. Yes, last week I believed Kaylen was responsible for this. I am truly ashamed of the things I said. I would give anything to take back the things I said to her last week, but I can't. I can only say that I was wrong, and the things I said were unforgivable. I don't deserve Kaylen's forgiveness, trust, or friendship after what I said to her. The only thing I can do is swear to her that I will never hurt her again the way I did, and keep that promise day by day. These are things I've already said to her directly, and swearing that I will never again harm her is a vow that I intend to keep.
Don't think for one minute that I am not agonizingly aware of the fact that absolutely nothing I have said to this point, or will say in the future about this situation will make me look good. I am all too aware of the fact that in terms of my business, this situation is nothing short of disastrous. Has it occurred to that I just might have higher priorities?
I'm an intelligent lady. Everyone can agree on that at least. Do not think that I am so stupid that I am unable to grasp the harm all of this has done to me, and will continue to do to me. Despite that, I still stand behind every post, and I take nothing back.