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Eccie cats,

Being so upset with boardman got me to do a lot of thinking and I want to do well in this hobby while my time remains. Since banging away at the RTM and talking to JaD nearly the whole time lol I’ve realized I need to change my ways on how I go about this. I just want to say that I am sorry to boardman and all the cat loving guys I have went off on in the past. I already sent an apology to many of them. It was a very sincere message. I am truly sorry for the cats I've abused in the past. I learned my lesson about my anger.

I know in the past the cat kicking was an issue, but honesty I don’t even kick like that anymore. I don’t kick 100s of cats since I knew it was issue. I normally ask if there are certain hours for which I can cat kick as well. The posting I did in Valerie's love thread to boardman was all a big misunderstand that blew up into something more. It caused so much drama and I thought standing up for dogs would do some good, but it obviously didn’t.

I do tend to jump to conclusion quite often. I do it my friends and I do it with y’all. I am super stressed out over all these fucking cat pictures and sometimes I just let it get the best of me. I just have to learn how to control my anger issues. I tend to lash out at cat lovers in my life. I try to control it, but sometimes it doesn’t work and I am sorry if any of you have ever witnessed that. Certain cat pics tend to trigger my outbreaks…I know now I just need to relax and calm before jumping all over the place.

I have gotten so much negativity in this hobby than anywhere else. I will admit some of the stuff that has been said has got to me. You might not think so, but don’t know me and you some of y’all don’t care to. I know y’all are probably sick of me trashing cats or don’t understand my hatred for cats…but I am trying just like everyone else. I have been so criticized on here for loving dogs that I have to force myself to calm down because how y’all can be so hurtful to dogs that you don’t even know. I don’t think my problem is bigger than anyone else’s, but I know it’s big. I don’t want my time here to be wasted, bashed, and unrecognized. All I want is a chance to prove that I can be a decent animal lover…maybe not the best but just decent. I don’t want any more bad thread hi jacks. I’m tired of people always asking me about it. . I just really would like the negativity to decease. Some of y’all still might think I can’t change but that’s ok. You have the right to think that. It’s your opinion. I just want to try to prove the doubters wrong.

The leg humping is true, but only because even certain dogs don’t click right with me. I don’t know how to explain it. All I can tell you is being respectful and understanding are the only things I value when it comes to that. Some guys have different taste then what I have taste in is all. Pretty much from this point on I am going to be nicer, more calm, and rational to you guys.

I know at times I come off as controlling cats, but it’s my way of being able to do this. I have to have some control otherwise I wouldn’t know where to begin. I am an honest person…kind of blunt too, but honest. I wouldn’t be writing this if I was lying. I just want things to get better on here for both cats and dogs. I want to leave the drama behind and minimize the cat bashing if possible. I know I was supposed to leave in December, January, February.... but things didn’t quite work out for me yet in order do so. I promise that I won’t be here that much longer for the guys who are sick of hearing about me. Just please hang in there for me at least. When I leave I just want to leave peacefully.

Again…I am deeply sorry about my ways in the past. When I first started I didn’t know better on the cat kicking . I do now. I will try not to do it as much. I just need a second, third, fourth or maybe even a 10th chance. The anger problems will be kept down. If I start to get upset or anything I will just start turning off my phone or finding other ways to release it like possibly posting cat pics in boardman's love threads. Some guys I want to apologize to directly on here… feel they deserve it.

boardman
dearhunter
boardman
wakeup
boardman
Capt. Gus
Jack Flash (or whatever the fuck his name is now) and
boardman
I know we have had problems communicating and I am sorry to all of you for my animal abuse being an issue. Y’all didn’t deserve it and I am sorry. I hope whatever grudges we have in the past can be resolved now and move on and let it go. I know there might be a couple of others, but I can’t think of y’all’s names at this time.


These guys I’d like to give an apology to on here as well:
Valerie
boardman
bbkid
pyramider
I just want to say that I misjudged y’all and I am sorry about that. EA we have had issues from the get go, but I understand you were never really bashing…you were just telling the truth. So y’all I am sorry. Even though y’all gave me hard times in the past…I see y’all four our lightening up on me a bit and I’m grateful.


People I want to THANK for never judging and always talking to me calmly on here:
DickEmDown
Jusanotherdude
SOULMANIKE
AND a special thanks to one of my ATF’s (if providers can have an ATF that is) In1impmiss! He’s a dog but he's always been really sweet to me. We’ve had issues before also, but worked it out and now everything is good between us. He just understands me and is patience with me.


Now these guys I would like to say sorry to for whatever I caused upon them to dislike me so much:
boardman
Morris the cat
Tony the Tiger
The Pinck Panther
I am sorry for whatever it is I did to you. I hope things can be settled soon with us and hopefully in the future there won’t be any more negativity from y’all towards me. Morris we saw each other once and it didn’t work out. I get that, but we just didn’t connect and I want to apologize to you if I wasted your time. Again…I am sorry! There are some more cats, but I don’t want the list to be too long LOL!

If y’all have any questions I guess go ahead and ask, but please don’t start with any drama. I really take handle any more of it. It’s already took its toll on me guys.

Thanks for taking the time to ready this long message. I hope things get better from now on for all animals.


XOXO Originally Posted by boardman

Eccie hobbists,


Being banned for 3 days got me to do a lot of thinking and I want to do well in this hobby while my time remains. Since talking to JaD nearly the whole time lol I’ve realized I need to change my ways on how I go about this. I just want to say that I am sorry to all the guys I have went off on in the past. I already sent an apology to ferrari921 on P411. It was a very sincere message. I am truly sorry for things I’ve done in the past. I learned my lesson about my anger and the texting.

I know in the past the texting was an issue, but honesty I don’t even text like that anymore. I don’t 100s of texts since I knew it was issue. I normally ask if there are certain hours for which I can text as well. The review I got was all a big misunderstand that blew up into something more. It caused so much drama and I thought standing up for me would do some good, but it obviously didn’t.

I do tend to jump to conclusion quite often. I do it my friends and I do it with y’all. I am super stressed out and sometimes I just let it get the best of me. I just have to learn how to control my anger issues. I tend to lash out at majority of the people in my life. I try to control it, but sometimes it doesn’t work and I am sorry if any of you have ever witnessed that. Certain things tend to trigger my outbreaks…I know now I just need to relax and calm before jumping all over the place.

I have gotten so much negativity in this hobby than anywhere else. I will admit some of the stuff that has been said has got to me. You might not think so, but don’t know me and you some of y’all don’t care to. I know y’all are probably sick of me or don’t understand my ways…but I am trying just like everyone else. I have been so criticized on here that I have to force myself to calm down because how y’all can be so hurtful to individual that you don’t even know. I don’t think my problem is bigger than anyone else’s, but I know it’s big. I don’t want my time here to be wasted, bashed, and unrecognized. All I want is a chance to prove that I can be a decent provider…maybe not the best but just decent. I don’t want any more bad reviews. I’m tired of people always asking me about it. . I just really would like the negativity to decease. Some of y’all still might think I can’t change but that’s ok. You have the right to think that. It’s your opinion. I just want to try to prove the doubters wrong.

The YMMV is true, but only because certain guys don’t click right with me. I don’t know how to explain it. All I can tell you is being respectful and understanding are the only things I value when it comes to that. Some guys have different taste then what I have taste in is all. Pretty much from this point on I am going to be nicer, more calm, and rational to you guys.

I know at times I come off as controlling to others, but it’s my way of being able to do this. I have to have some control otherwise I wouldn’t know where to begin. I am an honest person…kind of blunt too, but honest. I wouldn’t be writing this if I was lying. I just want things to get better on here for both parties. I want to leave the drama behind and minimize the bashing if possible. I know I was supposed to leave in December, but things didn’t quite work out for me yet in order do so. I promise that I won’t be here that much longer for the guys who are sick of hearing about me. Just please hang in there for me at least. When I leave I just want to leave peacefully.

Again…I am deeply sorry about my ways in the past. When I first started I didn’t know better on the texting. I do now. I will try not to do it as much. I just need a second chance. The anger problems will be kept down. If I start to get upset or anything I will just start turning off my phone or finding other ways to release it. Some guys I want to apologize to directly on here… feel they deserve it.

TheRightStuffer
1bubba1
Smoke2nd
Mojojo213
Mannyg1
Burner2157
ferrari921
I know we have had problems communicating and I am sorry to all of you for my texting being an issue. Y’all didn’t deserve it and I am sorry. I hope whatever grudges we have in the past can be resolved now and move on and let it go. I know there might be a couple of others, but I can’t think of y’all’s names at this time.


These guys I’d like to give an apology to on here as well:
Eccie Addict
Jack Flash
trey
The G.O.A.T
I just want to say that I misjudged y’all and I am sorry about that. EA we have had issues from the get go, but I understand you were never really bashing…you were just telling the truth. So y’all I am sorry. Even though y’all gave me hard times in the past…I see y’all four our lightening up on me a bit and I’m grateful.


People I want to THANK for never judging and always talking to me calmly on here:
DickEmDown
Jusanotherdude
SOULMANIKE
AND a special thanks to one of my ATF’s (if providers can have an ATF that is) In1impmiss! He’s always been really sweet to me. We’ve had issues before also, but worked it out and now everything is good between us. He just understands me and is patience with me.


Now these guys I would like to say sorry to for whatever I caused upon them to dislike me so much:
bbkid
Captain Gus
Wakeup
Out of Bounds
I am sorry for whatever it is I did to you. I hope things can be settled soon with us and hopefully in the future there won’t be any more negativity from y’all towards me. Capt. Gus we saw each other once and it didn’t work out. I get that, but we just didn’t connect and I want to apologize to you if I wasted your time. Again…I am sorry! There are some more guys, but I don’t want the list to be too long LOL!

If y’all have any questions I guess go ahead and ask, but please don’t start with any drama. I really take handle any more of it. It’s already took its toll on me guys.

Thanks for taking the time to ready this long message. I hope things get better from now on for both parties.

Jemma Martin
XOXO Originally Posted by Stanfeld

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.....and who cares?- Jemma and some cats. Originally Posted by Stanfeld

Wtf is this??? I'm confused??? Originally Posted by jazzguy

Boardman got his thread hijacked....nothing to see here. Originally Posted by GlobeSpotter

boardman got his thread hijacked....nothing to see here. Originally Posted by GlobeSpotter