Yeah your're right i did not caught anything, I always practice safe hobby.
I've still got this bitch as a friend in Facebook.
I'll be honest that the thing that hurts me the most is that she still wanted be friends and she seems not do give a shit.
Our last session she lied to me and milked me $$$$$: she said she will be meet outside the club and she needed help from me so she could pay rent. I helped her and met her outside the club but i met her at her friends with two other guys there. And one of these guys was the guy she was dating. I had an argument with her that night and I called her several names including the whore word, and I even treated her for using me. i chilled out and I apologized to her and she still wanted be friends she said.
I feel used and I kinda still want to do some revenge on her. But i'm thinking back and forward about doing it or not doing it. I'm a nice guy but this bitch took advantage of me.
God i really need a break from this hobby.
Originally Posted by darkmoonmaster
Been there, done that. That feeling of unbelievable pain and rage from someone taking advantage of your kindheartedness takes a while to get over. I made the same mistake you did, overlooking red flags and placing words over actions. With chicks like that, nothing is ever their fault. They'll always twist things around trying to make you look unreasonable for not putting up with their lies and bullshit. I promise you that even with all the money you gave her and things you did her, she thinks that she was the one doing you the favor or that it was equal. Letting it go is a lot easier said than done, but you'll get there with time. Eventually you'll wonder why you were so mad to begin with. As far as revenge goes, naming and shaming, or legal options are fair game. Threatening violence is going overboard, even though feeling that way is understandable.
Like someone else said, you have a job that let you spend that kind of money. She only has a few more years she can keep being a prostitute and be young enough for guys to give a fuck before she's used up out of options. If she “parties” hard, that day will come even faster. Living well is the best revenge.