I think the way I do since all I ever had is rejection, rejection, rejection, and more rejection. I once had somebody I was really interested in and had a few dates with and then I was nothing once she met my roommate. I have seen my friends girlfriends and wives leave them for guys that made more or looked better. I have seen family members and co-workers stay with guys that treat them like crap necause they were "hot" or earned such and such income. Then everywhere I read there are women like here that boast jow great it was with a well endowed man. I know how small I am, I know what my income is, I have been rejected enough and told harshley how ugly I am. I know I have no chance and the self loathing only makes it worse but I live in the reality. As I age and the longer I go solitude the odds of me winning the lottery get better and better compared to finding some one. I have never been intimate with any one other than an escort. Escorts are all I will ever have for carnal pleasure. Even paying I still get rejected sometimes.
Originally Posted by jjchmiel78
Sounds like you have been surrounded by a lot of negativity in your life and let it beat you down. I can empathize, teenage years were really friggin' brutal. Even in Basic Training I found myself ridiculed, called the missing link and asked if I could braid my body hair. But, when I got out I was 8% body fat, getting ripped, and gained a lot of self confidence. Now, some years later the office "spread" has turned my 6-pack into a whole brewery and my confidence has waned some. But, knowing that a vast majority of people suck allows me to let bad attitudes and selfish behavior just roll right off.
You just have to start calling people on their BS and kick them out of your life. Find yourself a few ATFs and let off some steam.
It's not that bad is it?
Besides, If you're worried about it, get good with your tongue. Most ladies prefer a nice guy with good oral skills over a rude guy with a big dick.
Originally Posted by pipefitter73
Agreed, I pride myself on trying to be very good at giving oral to ladies....that way they remember that....not hairy ogre microdick minuteman.
Sorry OLiViA, kinda derailed the shit out of your thread.