How dose a Provider Hobby without her Heart?

I fall in love with every encounter and then my heart breaks with every good-bye. But, I'm compensated well for this life I have chosen and I wouldn't change a thing.
The level of compartmentalization varies by the person. I have always had a for love or money attitude anyway, so either way or either reason I can give my all. Money does make it easy to stomach being second ( or not even on the list) of a man who has other priorities. Unlike some, I acknowledge my female need to be loved and cared for. Otherwise it just feels wrong.
Once Again Thank-U ECCIE Family:


Its a pleasure to visit with you this Evening My Darlings...it appears that the concept of classification in 'How Much' we allow ourselves to FEEL has come to Topic. As a Stripling I found myself embarrassing the Punk-Rock Lifestyle and an attitude of disdain for 'Conform Or Be Cast Out', unfortunately I'm almost Forty and still having problems following the RULES...obviously lol
Tiffani Jameson: It is ALWAYS an honor to have your presence in my corner of the World, you are indeed a Nubian-Goddess and my Personal Hero.Once again you have demonstrated your Black-Belt in cutting through the BS...yes Sansei I would not have two Daughters at University if not for this Money, however I could not allow a Man in between my Thighs if he did not pass through my Heart first. I was Married for fifteen-years THAT part of me no longer exists...I will always need to be Loved.
London Rayne: “The One You Love To Hate” on the contrary I've developed a great Affection for you, I ask but one thing and that is for you to reach into yourself and STOP Hating To Love...you have an Incredibly-Beautiful HEART. I see it through all the Trash Talking...the ones who don't are missing out.
Wildwooly1: I also observed that with each Encounter you bear a Gift...I'll dub you My Tin-Man, its obvious that no one has been able to truly appreciate how special a sentiment that actually is. As I've written previously I have a Professional-Life outside of the Hobby...however in BOTH I give it my all its just my Nature. I'm Blessed because each of my Business's run in a Tandem...Clientele=Investors.
JessicaKnightly: I'm humbled by your esteemed presence on my Little-Thread, “I don't see multiple Suitors in a day” ah a True Courtesan perhaps that is 'Our Line In The Sand'...THIS allows us to Love.
With that I shall bring this Nights Correspondence to a close...one observation that I'm inclined to make here is EVERYONE who has responded to my Query appear to be in search for a Higher-Meaning. OUR World was supposedly to end 21 December 2012 I prefer to believe it to have begun anew, BEGIN to throw off the Shekels of our self-perceived limitations to the Power of our Hearts and ability to Love; Love Fearlessly, Love Uncompromisingly, but most of all Love YOURSELVES!!!
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Like I said, stop paying that soulmate and see how much soul you get after. Your only 'mate' will be your right/left hand. Originally Posted by London Rayne
Hey, I do not cheat on my left hand. I never have either. Its not a laughing matter.



Ninotsugi, my current avatar is of snow taint.
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My dear friend Pyramider please excuse the length of time in which it has taken me to reply, your too funny Snow-Taint now I simply must get a Photo of Desert-Taint...I mean with everything Cactus and Iguanas!!! Well now that we have the contenders for SUPERBOWL XLVII established...welcome devoted fans of the Baltimore Ravens and San Francisco 49ers (boo ho Saints). Welcome to ONE & ALL Mardi Gras Enthusiasts!!! I invite you with Open-Arms to enjoy my N'awlins;“The Birthplace of Jazz”...come join in the Pulse of our Jubilant-Rhythms. Sing and Dance as if no ones watching to our wonderfully Eclectic-Mix of music, from belting out Karaoke at 'The Cat's Meow'...to the more subtle sounds of Jazz on 'Frenchmen Street'. I'll be crossing the fingers in my 'Hopelessly Romantic Heart' ...that the Gentleman from my New Years that almost was will come calling, I'm a realist though and will not hold my breath. As I wrote in my last Update...please consider me a Tour-Guide for our Hobbyist and Providers alike, I'm in RE and might have a Bead on Accommodations that are off the well known 'Sites'. If you have any questions regarding...Food, Drink, Revelry; feel free to ask me here or simply send me an E-mail CinEz74@bellsouth.net
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You're in MY town now girl. If you need ANYTHING, please don't hesitate to email me. I am on the lake now, far from the chaos of the city, but just 20 min. away if you run into any issues. I am always packing too...just saying.
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Every provider loves me with all their heart...
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Pfft...ok wakeup. Must be because you're so damn cute. Well, I can't fault my girl's taste, so it's either that, or you have an anaconda...me no like the big snakes. I will take a lizard.
Another prime example of how one can hobby without their heart...

-And yes London, he does indeed have an anaconda
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Another prime example of how one can hobby without their heart...

-And yes London, he does indeed have an anaconda Originally Posted by Valerie
This is why I love the Brits...no bs about it lol. I love ya girl!
Is that monopoly money in the side pocket with the statue of liberty on it?
Is that monopoly money in the side pocket with the statue of liberty on it? Originally Posted by beezdat
Actually I retract that statement, the US dollar would be considered monopoly money vs. the pound. (Factoring in the conversion rate)
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That be some London money me thinks beezdat...LOL. You know that's not our dollar fool.
Yeah, its British pound.. I spoke before I looked at the conversion rate. My apologies to the Queen.
Once Again Thank-U ECCIE Family:

Sincere apologies for the extended absence My Darlings…you have been in my thoughts while I navigate my way in the Real World, between the Purchase Process of my Condominium and my ‘RE Career’ I’ve scarcely time to complete a thought these days.
London Rayne: PLEASE someone tell me that ‘Banned’ is not the tragic state of affairs, I truly had every intention of meeting her in person on my Mardi Gras escapade…if you should happen to read this Sweetheart contact me via E-mail CinEz74@bellsouth.net
Wakeup: Providers Love you…with an Anaconda that reaches all the way to Brittan!
Valerie: LOVE the Photo of your Wad o’ Pounds…Greenbacks are very boring currency.
Beezdat: ‘God Save the Queen’…yes our Dollars at the ratio of $1.51=1£ are Play Money.
EACH PERSON who has responded to my Query appears to be in a search for how much of our Heats we should give away and to whom…these days I’ve been observing the ‘Darker Side of Love’ with two horrid simultaneous Murder-Trials going on. It appears that this is an Equal-Opportunity Atrocity since the culprits are Jodi Arias (female) and Oscar Pistorius (male). Mind you Lovelies this is not a Judgment by me that privilege belonged to the Gentleman who died upon a Cross…it IS just a simple Woman’s reflection. In both scenarios the overriding sentiment is ‘I Love you so much I could Kill you’… alas you BELONG to me and if you do not Love me in return I will end your life. Has this Broken-World deteriorated to such a state we should proclaim ourselves Executioners to another Humans existence? Perhaps in being a ‘True Courtesan’ OUR responsibility ultimately lies in that of a Life–Preserver…the Saving Grace for a Marriage that has long since ran out of Sexual Intimacy.