I've been cordial with Mercianna on this board for a while. I haven't ever met her in person but from the interactions I have had with her, she always seemed like a sweet lady.
I will admit, I think she makes poor decisions (like having to borrow someone's car, not having a steady incall, and bringing attention to her financial problems) and has in a lot of ways, caused drama for herself solely on her own.. But I am honestly puzzled how a provider can be broke in this business. If your pussy won't pay the bills and you're barely keeping your head above water.. 11-12 months out of the year.. then maybe this isn't the biz for you.
And like I said, I know Mercianna as a sweet, funny lady, but if this isn't working for ya and it's costing your business, happiness, and sanity maybe you
should take a break for a bit.. Clear your head.. Figure out a good business strategy and how you can repair the damage that may have been done to your reputation. I know I certainly came back refreshed after a short break from ECCIE, and I feel better about myself and my business than ever.
But yeah this thread most certainly has become a
I do wish you the best of luck, Mercianna. Maybe you've hit a bump in the road somewhere and you need to just slow down and figure out how you can salvage your rep. I know you can be the fun, honest, reputable, classy and respectable provider many know you to be.
XOXO