I was almost tricked by the fact that there are two #4s. Then, I realized that one of them involved Santa Claus. Originally Posted by dearhunterSir dearhunter..
First…
I would like to THANK everyone for their personal input, advice and criticism in regards to this situation between Savak and myself…
It is not often that I am blessed with the attention of:
Whispers (Member since 4-30-09): ~ 5 years on ECCIE
dearhunter (Member since 12-30-09) ~ 4 years on ECCIE
texasjohn1965 (Member since 12-28-09) ~ 4 years on ECCIE
Wakeup (Member since 12-13-10) ~ 4 years on ECCIE
These gentleman combined have close to 17 years of hobbying experience on ECCIE. Therefore, I would be foolish to NOT entertain both their comments and their criticisms.
That being said… it has taken me awhile to respond because:
1) Last week was very busy and I simply did not have time to address this in the proper manner… I think that if such illustrious gentlemen are going to take the time to offer me constructive criticism that they deserve the RESPECT of me taking the time to OPENLY hear and receive their message..
2) I am introverted by nature so my pause was not meant to insult or encourage negativity… it is simply my way of processing information… I will always take a step back when I am presented with a challenge so that I can detach myself emotionally and so that I can evaluate the situation with a calm and clear head.
So, I have to admit that I am a little mystified that this upset so many people… As I have gotten older I have learned to communicate to people that just because I need to THINK before I SPEAK does not indicate that what you say does not have value.
Every person on this board and in life needs to be able to express their thoughts and their emotions. One of my FAVORITE quotes is from Voltaire:
"I do not agree with what you have to say, but I'll defend to the death your right to say it."
I have lived by that philosophy my entire life and I do not plan on changing that now… Just because someone's words may hurt me does not mean that I cannot learn and grow from them…
Just like my body needs to experience PAIN in order to become STRONGER so must I feel emotional PAIN in order to for my journey of enlightenment to be both fruitful and meaningful…
I have pondered on all of the comments regarding the situation on this thread… both good and bad… I am a scientist by nature and by trade and so it is in my nature to constantly analyze, hypothesize and predict outcomes… There was background information, emails that were exchanged and research that was done by myself that influenced my decision and at this time I stand by the choices that I have made. Yes, I understood and accept that there would be consequences to my actions.
One of my favorite philosophy books "ENOUGH, dammit… a cynic's guide to finally getting what you want out of life" by Karen Salmansohn says:
LIFE LESSON #2
"Although life is unpredictable, it does come with a 100% GUARANTEE.
LIFE'S 100% GUARANTEE:
While on your path heading toward your DREAM QUEST, you will 100% be bombarded with a series of obstacles that will make you mutter, "what the %$#! is going on here? I need a nap!!"
Or as DOROTHY once said,
"LIONS AND TIGERS AND BEARS, OH MY!"
And although, admittedly, it's very hard to deal with all of life's CRAZY VICISSITUDES (even harder to SPELL the word VICISSITUDES… so you always look it up first)…you thankfully also know that all life's VICISSITUDES can eventually be overcome.
All life's lions and tigers and bears can eventually be tamed."
So, while I do not agree with every thing that has been said I am GRATEFUL to each of you for taking the time to instruct and guide me… As far as me CHANGING my name from SLAVE GUINEVERE to some other handle… Well, I have never thought that RUNNING away from my problems was the RIGHT way in which to handle them.
Some of life's lessons are rather harsh… I could sit at home and worry every day about my physical challenges… or I could rail against the injustice of having my professional world destroyed by the diagnosis of my disorder… I could feel sorry for myself that I cannot go to many of the functions that my children have at school… I could live in fear every minute that if I leave my house that I am going to get sick and die...
Or…
1) I could challenge my mind to research the internet to analyze and try new therapies to help my DITSY immune system deal with it's environment…
2) I can DEVELOP A NEW CAREER and make NEW FRIENDS and build a NEW AND EVEN BETTER LIFE than I had before…
3) I can get up every day and work out 2 to 4 hours a day so that my body has a much better chance of conquering the challenges that the environment throws at it every day…
4) I can create and follow a list of guidelines that will help to ensure and improve my health… I can get up every day and check the weather and I can chart what seems to trigger my disorder to flare up… I can then take that research and use it to create a plan and then implement that strategy in order to improve by well being...
4) I can get up every day like a child at Christmas and feel the MOST INCREDIBLE PLEASURE that TODAY I AM HEALTHY and that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL and it is meant to be LIVED RIGHT NOW… NOT TOMORROW… NOT YESTERDAY BUT NOW!!
5) I can train my body and mind to welcome both emotional and physical pain… because if you are open to pain then you are open to GROWTH!! I do not want my JOURNEY into ENLIGHTENMENT to be EASY and I don't want it to be HARD… I just want it to be what IT IS…
6) I can ACCEPT that LIFE is not supposed to be easy and for every challenge I can try to see the ROSES and NOT the THORNS… however, just because I do not focus on the THORNS does not mean that I do not VALUE them any less..
As Karen Salmansohn says:
"I can decide to see… EQUALS.
Your enemies = your teachers
Your failure = your wisdom
Your mistakes = your growth opportunities
Your undesired endings + your desirable beginnings
Your grapes of wrath = your raisons d'être
Your painful feelings = your proud proof that you are DEALING with your FEELINGS-- head on!! "
I hope that everyone has a great week and an even better week-end… Thank you for taking the time to read, comment and listen…
Your sincere slave,
Guinevere
See, that is interesting because I did not know that you could do that… but I guess that makes sense… If "Wakeup" was deleted then the handle would once again be free to use... Originally Posted by Slave GuinevereYou're mistaken again...
You're mistaken again...Sir Wakeup…
When "Wakeup" was guested, "Wakeup" didn't become available again, so my current handle couldn't be "Wakeup"...and as you can see, it's not "Wakeup"...
P.S.-You don't have to reply to me...I could give a fuck, since the admins have settled the pic issue...it's the other San Antonians who think Rick is a large douche who is ruining your reputation by WK'ing you all over the board you have to answer to...or not... Originally Posted by Wakeuр
From the first post I read of hers SG had me convinced she was different.
She certainly looks different than any other gal her age.
For the longest time she posted different than all the hookers on the board. Especially all the older ones.
Her responses always seemed to be well thought out and placed her in a light unlike most others I have interacted with.
There was one extremely famous courtesan in Houston.. years ago.... older like SG.... well written and a reputation between the sheets that no others seemed to approach.... and that goes back ... hmmm..... 13 years I guess......
There was a a curiosity about her that had me reading what she wrote as well as what others wrote about her..... It existed on both the physical plane as well as the mental one.... I would think about what she wrote.... I engaged in many conversation with her behind the scenes....
SGs response today.....
after everything that has been said and some blatant mistakes she made in jumping to conclusions as well as over reacting....... has... well.... I am not sure what more to say other than she went to a place I did not believe she would go.
I was prepared to run into her again some day and say hello and agree with her that after what was said there was really nothing else to say or do other than drop from site, run her ads and make her money avoiding the public forums....I would have given her that exit......
I was just as prepared and looked forward to a well thought out post that acknowledged her reacting without having thought and jumping to conclusions with an apology to those she went off on in error as a result of not reading with much thought..... I kind of wanted to keep that belief alive that she was not just one of "them"..... that she really was smart enough and different enough.....
It's kind of ... I don't know how to describe it......very disappointing..... I never expected such a long post from her that addressed absolutely nothing and offered no apology to people she wronged. Really?
I am kind of shocked by her once again. But this time.... She's just one of "them".....
Ms. Guinevere....
You burst my bubble...... You have accomplished something that very few on ASPD or ECCIE have ever managed although many have tried to get me to say it....
I was wrong..
At the end of the day, when enmeshed in controversy....
You are no different than any of the others except in your ability to throw up a bunch of quotes that make a lot of folks go "Huh"?
Like so many before you......You simply refuse to answer for the mistakes or deal with the issues....
I'm disappointed.... I really felt you had it in you to deal with it all and make some things right....
I can't respect someone that can't own their mistakes....
On that physical side of the interest factor.... for this old hobbyist that has never remotely considered a lady over 30 more than twice..... you removed all that mystique with the grandstand play for attention that your orgy generated
Congrats on putting a cool grand in your purse as well as each of your friends for a couple of hours work.....
But..... consider.......
For some.....(I know I don't matter but I'm one of the "some")
you went from being a very unique and approachable lady that came across as extremely refined offering a rather unique experience......
to one of those girls with 7 dicks in you over a couple of hours.....
from well thought out costumes and settings and sessions that offered a hint of romance without the need for love..... to an image of an assembly line of dicks going from mouth to ass to puss to ass to mouth from one girl to the next.....How much wear will your body take from others that want to double stuff you vs the GFE sessions that could be lost as a result of the new direction?
I've never been willing to believe, for even a moment, that 3 girls in the midst of getting "stuffed" for hours are capable of watching for every condom change and there are simply too many times in a flurry of activity like that where a guy comes out of one ass and sees a puss empty and does not pause to change the condom.... after all... HE is protected.....Even with a "spotter" or two if you thought of that the whole orgy thing is a turn off to a lot of guys....
Sorry mam.... It scares me and I am sure there are others......... maybe it's a well thought out marketing ploy with an image change....Girls that do Orgies are definitely thought of in a different light..... you will have a new image now...
Class act to Novelty act in one post and one session....That is what I was going to title this post in response to yours..... Pretty harsh?.. I don't know... Maybe.... You tell me in a few months as the orgy reviews sink in......
So off we go now to see which of the PWLDs can champion you the best.....
. Originally Posted by Whispers
From the first post I read of hers SG had me convinced she was different.
She certainly looks different than any other gal her age.
For the longest time she posted different than all the hookers on the board. Especially all the older ones.
Her responses always seemed to be well thought out and placed her in a light unlike most others I have interacted with.
There was one extremely famous courtesan in Houston.. years ago.... older like SG.... well written and a reputation between the sheets that no others seemed to approach.... and that goes back ... hmmm..... 13 years I guess......
There was a a curiosity about her that had me reading what she wrote as well as what others wrote about her..... It existed on both the physical plane as well as the mental one.... I would think about what she wrote.... I engaged in many conversation with her behind the scenes....
SGs response today.....
after everything that has been said and some blatant mistakes she made in jumping to conclusions as well as over reacting....... has... well.... I am not sure what more to say other than she went to a place I did not believe she would go.
I was prepared to run into her again some day and say hello and agree with her that after what was said there was really nothing else to say or do other than drop from site, run her ads and make her money avoiding the public forums....I would have given her that exit......
I was just as prepared and looked forward to a well thought out post that acknowledged her reacting without having thought and jumping to conclusions with an apology to those she went off on in error as a result of not reading with much thought..... I kind of wanted to keep that belief alive that she was not just one of "them"..... that she really was smart enough and different enough.....
It's kind of ... I don't know how to describe it......very disappointing..... I never expected such a long post from her that addressed absolutely nothing and offered no apology to people she wronged. Really?
I am kind of shocked by her once again. But this time.... She's just one of "them".....
Ms. Guinevere....
You burst my bubble...... You have accomplished something that very few on ASPD or ECCIE have ever managed although many have tried to get me to say it....
I was wrong..
At the end of the day, when enmeshed in controversy....
You are no different than any of the others except in your ability to throw up a bunch of quotes that make a lot of folks go "Huh"?
Like so many before you......You simply refuse to answer for the mistakes or deal with the issues....
I'm disappointed.... I really felt you had it in you to deal with it all and make some things right....
I can't respect someone that can't own their mistakes....
On that physical side of the interest factor.... for this old hobbyist that has never remotely considered a lady over 30 more than twice..... you removed all that mystique with the grandstand play for attention that your orgy generated
Congrats on putting a cool grand in your purse as well as each of your friends for a couple of hours work.....
But..... consider.......
For some.....(I know I don't matter but I'm one of the "some")
you went from being a very unique and approachable lady that came across as extremely refined offering a rather unique experience......
to one of those girls with 7 dicks in you over a couple of hours.....
from well thought out costumes and settings and sessions that offered a hint of romance without the need for love..... to an image of an assembly line of dicks going from mouth to ass to puss to ass to mouth from one girl to the next.....How much wear will your body take from others that want to double stuff you vs the GFE sessions that could be lost as a result of the new direction?
I've never been willing to believe, for even a moment, that 3 girls in the midst of getting "stuffed" for hours are capable of watching for every condom change and there are simply too many times in a flurry of activity like that where a guy comes out of one ass and sees a puss empty and does not pause to change the condom.... after all... HE is protected.....Even with a "spotter" or two if you thought of that the whole orgy thing is a turn off to a lot of guys....
Sorry mam.... It scares me and I am sure there are others......... maybe it's a well thought out marketing ploy with an image change....Girls that do Orgies are definitely thought of in a different light..... you will have a new image now...
Class act to Novelty act in one post and one session....That is what I was going to title this post in response to yours..... Pretty harsh?.. I don't know... Maybe.... You tell me in a few months as the orgy reviews sink in......
So off we go now to see which of the PWLDs can champion you the best.....
. Originally Posted by Whispers
It's your call on the Rick issue...choosing to ignore it is an option...right up until they don't let you ignore it... Originally Posted by Wakeuр
