are all dominants 50 shades of fucked up ...yes, it's true

Terrible childhood, breeds inner / cultivating deep soul strength ...become fighters, protectors ...what we cherish

Are we all dark, tormented souls

Hell, yes.

One can spot the beauty in another...

I never understood why I see a few men lashing out at another... idiots, guard your own territory, I'll guard mine ...that includes the innocence of others

get in my way and I'll tear your head off ...

it's my nature

needless to say, not only do I inspire and seduce men (and women) ..but, people tend to behave around me

In all of life. Not just in this area...

I've been told I have an unique aura

but, what does it really, truly mean

to hold such a position

that's always been a mystery

I guess I'm learning

I like to feel I serve a powerful purpose

outside of fulfilling my own needs

my whole purpose could be said... becoming stronger

natural process of life

evolve or perish

these days I'm not too busy rescuing

Or taking over the world ...haha

But in deep self-reflection

Finding submissives, taking care of them...

cajoling them like they're my naughty children

boys, are children

I also have myself beat alot

Pain is my drug

I've been getting regularly whipped for years, recently been locked in cages in a dark room ...left alone

pain n having my option of choices taken away from me = euphoria

being choked is also wonderful ...I do like the sensation of passing out ...near death but sadly never there

playing with fire is also fun... but I can never be burned ...just feels like an odd sensation

so many escapes, so many diversions

to end up where I am

Right in the beginning


I'm a very peaceful person so I can't imagine hurting someone

so I hurt myself ...at least that feels good to me


My poetry / english isn't as polished in old fashion as it should be ...I don't put myself into words too often

But you understand my vibe

What I seek

What I seek is you

What I seek will always be you

O innocent

One look into ure blue crystal eyes sends my soul plunging

I have no hope but you are all but hope

When I see you ...I see light

I don't want to ever see darkness ...that is me

We complete each other, need, crave each other ...though, we're polar opposites ...please understand where I'm coming from, going ... my place remains in the shadows

I'll bring you down here with me

This is where we will always meet ...in darkness


Thank you

You have always inspired from your writings.

Be it defending a point in debate or in describing the difficult to explain as in this beautiful writing

Exploring the darker side of oneself is a journey that can be rewarding beyond the imaginable

You make me want to explore my dominant side and give complete pleasure as you describe

Your words are perfect for your expression

Thank you for helping me know more

I am inspired to grow even more

To ZS:

Whatever scars you bear

Others of us do also.

Whatever forbidden yearnings beckon you

Many of us also seek to quench.

However strange the path you tread may seem

Others of us pursue like fulfillment.