Search function?

I am new to this site and a newbie all the way around. Was curious when the search function will be back? I have a ton of questions and research I'd like to do and so far this site has been great. I know most of my questions have probably already been asked and answered.

I have already learned a lot and would like to learn more. The more I know maybe the less nervous I would be to take the plunge so to speak for the first time.

I do have one question.....

How nervous were you before making your first appt? How long did it take to get the courage to make that first appt?

Thanks so much.