Why is it that when you are not a regular on here, and don't play the game by everyone else's rules, and you decide to stick your neck out and jokingly ask someone for a review(which I don't like to do, because it takes away from the session, and seems selfish & self-serving on my part), do all of the regulars on here(that apparently have nothing better to do), feel the need to jump them? Their experience was obviously better than yours, probably due to the fact that I prefer intimacy, play(I'm not married, for chrissakes, and don't care much for routine) and more sensuality than just pay me and get the fuck out the door. When I tried it that way, so that I could play the game, I wasn't happy, and my business suffered. I like to have some connection, it makes me feel free to play, and explore, and if I don't because someone is jaded, numb, and can no longer truly be satisfied(Seriously? If you've been "lurking" since the Mayflower landed, I wouldn't even admit it, and seek therapy...with quickness
IF one of you lurkers came to see me as a curiosity, and not because something in my ad struck a chord, or because we connected somehow, than that's on you, and you really had no business here in the first place. And, btw? I have a lot to juggle, and if everything in my house isn't perfect all of the time, I apologize, I do the best I can, but had to start over completely when I left my ex.
I get great, like minded clients that look for a level of comfort, and someone non-judgemental and fun to play with, that truly cares who they are, that appreciate that I enjoy play when done well, and care about what they think and feel. I get clients that I can actually go out with and not feel wierd, or like we're mismatched. Last time? Last Friday. Dinner, dancing, crashing a pool, and tipped $700 after the fact...don't hate.
I'm not perfect, but I know that I am above average in looks, from real life, and I don't need it validated from nasty mother fuckers, that I wasn't attracted to either(Fyi, my good reviewers? Are fucking Hotties, clean, professionals...so suck it By that token I am assuming....of course, that the "lurkers" that saw me? Are not. My regs are pretty hot and normal, too, thank Gawd.
P.s. I know there are good girls out there, that have a lot more freedom, time,and are working towards doing amazing things, and this is in no way to say that I handle my business better than anyone, I just know what works for me.
What I've learned from Eccie?
Integrity, desire for discretion and class is not appreciated, unless the squeaky wheel says so, and probably only after he's blown for free.(Oh yes, I've had many, many offers since the whole thing broke.) Being real is not appreciated, unless reality is 22, and blonde, and perfect and doesn't have a child, or no life outside "the hobby" or their habit(oh yes, Gents, I answered phones for a service in B.R., for almost 2 years, long enough to know what is out there in the majority) and not speak unless spoken to, and agree with everything, and play the game, and go with "the flow", as dictated by the most prominent "lurkers". Chattel, I am not.
That if you try to play nice, live and let live, and go about your business, on your terms, and within your guidelines, and if you try to take pride in what you do, no matter what, some scumbag can pass through and undermine it from the comfort of his own stained computer chair. From the beginning, I was looking for quality not quantity. Yes, i could've made A LOT more money, but I also wanted my life & my childs to be as normal as possible.
Thank you for such an enlightening experience. Next time I'm feeling like a rockstar? I won't even bother sending a client here. It hurts more than helps, and I am going to do what I need to do...Ciao. Love, Charli
P.s. WASH YOUR FUCKING BALLS AND NASTY ASSCRACK BEFORE VISITING these poor girls. If you think you're clean? Do it again.