Lol bet I know what you guys first thought was lol please..... I'm better then that boys, no STDs here!!!
On a serious note, I do have a medical issue that I want to tell you guys about because of recent events that have happen.
2 days ago while in a session with a client that I've seen since I came here I had a seizure during it. I'm not gonna name him because he said he wasn't gonna say anything on the board, I don't know too protect me or something he didn't want people to know but if he chooses to comment that's on him.
I don't have epilepsy!!! But I do have a disease ( can't catch it, if you pm me I will tell you what it is) that attacks my body's organs and can flare up some times and depending where it hits me that body part had some issues. When I was Lil they found it and every since I got so sick then I've had seizures.
I haven't had them in years, years until like 3 months ago I had one, got on new meds which is why I had a driver (which was my brother) with me when I traveled in January.
Well a couple days ago I had another one and it terrified my client to where he was crying and was gonna call the ambulance and police. Lucky I came to pretty far and told him not to and just give me a min.
Please trust me I don't want to deter you from seeing me, that seizure was my fault cause some times I forget to eat with my meds and for some reason that affects it.
I have started a new med now, and my uncle is actually being me some medical oil from Co, since he lives there and he's coming down to visit family in a couple weeks.
I am 95% sure that this will not happen again, AGAIN please don't let this deter you from seeing me, please this is truely my career and I love my job and has actually helped my medical stuff allot cause I've actually made allot of positive changes in my life because I love my job so much and want to be the best provider I can be.
Point of this post is to tell you all that's why some times I get very sick, or Im over tired when I get back from traveling, and in case an incident ever would happen!!!
In the three years I've been doing this never brought it up because I don't need sympathy, and I have to much pride to let it bring me down because and because I'm the shit!!!! Lol (not to big headed Lol)
>>>IF THIS WAS TO EVER HAPPEN, PLEASE DON'T CALL THE POLICE OR ANYONE UNLESS LAST FOR 3-5 MINS. PLEASE DO NOT STICK YOUR FINGERS IN MY MOUTH, WE DON'T NOT REALLY SWALLOW OuR TONGUES BUT COULD BITE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!! LAY ME ON MY SIDE, LUCKY I'LL BE IN BED ANYWAYS LOL JUST DON'T LET ME FALL OF BED!!!
>>>WHAT HAPPENS DURING ONE.
USUALLY I'LL SPACE OUT, IT WILL LOOK LIKE I'M JUST IN THE ZONE!!! USUALLY I KNOW BEFORE ONE COMING AND I CAN LET YOU KNOW OR I WILL LAY MY SELF DOWN, MY MUSCLES WILL GET TENSE ( DON'T MIND ALL MY MUSCLES LOL). SOME TIMES I HAVE SOME CONTROL AND AN AWARE DURING THE SEIZURE AND WON'T SHAKE ALLOT WHICH DOCTORS GIVE ME PROPS FOR BECAUSE NOT MANY CAN DO THAT ( AGAIN I'M TOUGH AND THE SHIT). SOME TIMES I WON'T AND I BASICALLY WILL LOOK LIKE A FISH LOL. NEVER HAD ONE LAST LONGER THEN ABOUT A MIN SO IT'S QUICK. IT USUALLY TAKES MY ABOUT 5-10 MINS TO FEEL NORMALS AGAIN AND I'LL BE A LITTLE TIRED BUT THAT'S IT. I GUESS IT SCARY FOR PEOPLE WHO NEVER SEEN ONE BUT PLEASE TRUST ME IN FINE.
>>> AGAIN IM ON A NEW MED WHICH HAS ALLOT OF SUCCESS AND MY SEIZURES ARE ALWAYS BECAUSE OF SOMETHING I'VE DONE AND I USUALLY REMEMBER TO EAT A LITTLE SOMETHING BUT I WAS RUNNING ALLOT THAT DAY WITH MY MOM, A FEAST (NATIVE STUFF) AND JUST BOUGHT TANNING AND GYM MEMBER SHIP so I FORGOT.
Again I didn't have to put this out here but it's never happened before while with a client and cause it
Did and I saw how scared he was IT really made me feel bad and just wanted to let other people know. AGAIN do not call the fucking police lol, I don't like the fucktards for one, there's nothing they can do two, and I don't want nobody getting in trouble or them being nosey with me Lol
I'm just as every other girl, please please don't take this as not to see me, it would not only break my heart to quite, it would liturally fuck up my and family's lives as I not only pay my bills and all with this but I pay allot of my parents bills to help them...
Ok, questions comments???
Please don't say any sorry, or any feel sorry for you comments, they not needed or wanted!!!