A retired provider I had the hots for had the body of a ballet dancer and I still regret she left the hobby. And she loved reading sci-fi books... She and I spent a couple of hours OCT shopping at half price books. I have been at this too long as I know of so many providers that have gone on to other things.
It would seem like an easy transition. I am actually very shy, especially in front of large crowds so working as a provider is much more suited towards my personality.